The disciplines of life and death, do not accept “time is a game”.  Instead the question is asked: what does a miracle mean to me/ to you?  My answer is: the expression and experience of life identifies the essential truth, that is most important, “to each one”.  Because we do act, we do make decisions, and we do accept the responsibility of our purpose and desire; as a reality of our lives.  Even if you hide, or run away from that very reality, it is still your truth.  Death comes for us all, none would declare it is insignificant or a game; to their own existence.  That means when faced with the truth of what our lives have contributed to the miracle of this creation:   we inherit, the reality of our answer/ by its truth.  When understood by the severity of death itself, we know that mercy is more important than life; because eternity begins/ no matter what definition you apply or believe.  What is true, is all that decides.  Truth is, the pervasive ingredient that orders this universe/ therefore since it exists wherever we see the reality of existence in life or earth:  we see, creation itself, by the spiritual awakening of our participation within that creation, and find soul.  The spirit is truth identified by its purity.  The soul is spirit united with this creation, in harmony with the purpose and desire of life as it was intended to be.  The law disciplines order.  Life takes order and provides boundaries, so that the environment of existence itself can take place.  Life becomes more than a boundary, when freedom arises.  Therefore we choose, and do inherit the reality of our choice; because that is the law realized.  Since none are perfect, we return to “mercy”.  Remembering this: that we do all say, “let me, be me”/ and so it was granted to humanity, to be free.  The consequence of that freedom is death, because time for every body and mind does end; for every action there is a reaction (time)/ a deterioration from the perfection that “nature did give”.  Not a game, the price.

The question is asked: WHAT is an eternity?  The answer returns as, truth elevated into life, or death itself.  Life discovered and recognized by thought.  Death descends, as is defined by chaos, the end of all right, all time, and all decision. The critical description of which shall be for you, is discovered by the elements of your own truth.  We are not all “the same”/ as some choose hate/ and some choose love/ and some sit on the fence and refuse to choose at all.  Love and hate are opposite directions of truth/ they do not exist in the same environment, and are “polar opposites” so to speak in this world.  Those who refuse to identify what is truly important as love or hate to themselves; have only the truth that is their own time.  The moments of this world, measured and judged.  Such is your fate, the judgment applied by you/ given to you.  The true  measurements of your mind, the distance you chose to live from love.

My truth, is about love; even so, it has become a “little different spiritually” than these. My time however, is little different than yours; beyond time, requires a distinctive truth and respect; or you die.  Having participated within the spiritual world for decades now/ the reality of my life has changed.  Do to the extreme threats (modified list) facing our world, THIS CREATION OF LIFE, that is planet earth/ the foundation of male domination, as does currently rule life here: was found to be without an answer, as to how we could possibly survive all that men have done.  Regardless of the change, men will return to “their vomit” as soon as it is possible to do so. Searching for a decade, in everything male, taught me there is no male answer for how this world can survive.  Therefore surrendering to the idea that women would or could teach me what I needed to know.  I found, and entered the spiritual world of female instead.  Believing, I could learn quickly what was needed/ and return to life as I had always known it.  Within the spiritual world, everything is governed by “a constant truth”/ it is an environment dedicated to individual realities; which can be entered and left behind: IF you truly do understand what that truth is/ then you are free.  I could not learn the meanings and realities and behaviors/ etc of women; just couldn’t do it, still can’t to a large degree.  Much to my surprise, they are literally that “different” from men; I simply could not understand/ because you must live their life, “walk in their shoes” so to speak to recognize what matters to women.  Consequently I became trapped in the spiritual world of women; and must adapt, I must change;  or face extinction; believe it or not.  It is not a game/ the price of this matter was or is: to learn about women.  I don’t know why exactly, personally I always believed my job was to learn how to be a man/ just like it is a woman’s job to learn how to be woman.  It is; No longer enough. 
The spiritual world IS a very dangerous place, if you cannot understand or participate within the truth that you choose, for yourself.  I NEEDED an answer for this world, which male simply did not have.  The only place “different than men” within which to look is women: consequently I chose to look therein.  Not steal, women are facing extermination on this planet just like men.  We do have a mutual, if not the same, interest. It does occur to me, that this is the result of my own single most passionate desire: “to help life on this earth survive/ because we are literally so extremely threatened”.  Therefore it became my own truth. 

The purpose of that testimony, to establish “spiritual consequences” beyond time: where action and reaction do not interfere.  IS, that you may know, it is truth that decides a destiny, and your comprehension of that truth determines your freedom.  The reality that assigns and creates the world beyond this life: makes demands.  That you may enter, requires your own truth/ but it is your ability to understand, the dimensions of your choice:  that demands if there shall be continued, complete  freedom for you.  The failure to understand means: if you proceed from here without that truth, then you die/ because its journey is now your journey; none can survive outside the environments provided by truth;  alone.  Consequently love itself keeps you from dying, by denying access beyond the limits of this  identity.  So you may live/ because none get to go back; if you understand, you may proceed onward, and even return to the truths you have left .  If not, you have found your eternal home.  Every truth has a consequence/ every boundary contains a distinct environment. Male or female establishes a distinct difference in understanding, is used to: “two make one, thereby considered a greater explanation of the whole truth” so to speak. Simplifying life for both, by establishing a greater dimension for balance.  A decision to participate in truth, establishes that truth in you/ and will not let you go, unless you do critically understand it.  There are distinctive differences between male and female eternity; they are not the same/ even though love can let them join forever.  That means although different, we can share, as true love allows.  I may or may not be, somehow a “unique case”; becoming not male anymore (the addition of breasts, chemicals from them, and more; have made that impossible)/ and not female either at this time;  caught in the middle, by time itself.  Time is, “like a flowing river”/ and we must endure what it does to us.  Life however is the search for disciplines, truth, and understanding as defines an anchor/ that we may stay as we are regardless of time and its flows.  While the anchor for me remains/ the reality of change demanded; has sent time adrift.  Not life, only time;  It is a strange experience.
We participate by thought and energy in eternity/ the expression and experience of love or hate (at the opposite end of energy_.   Only love matters, because love, truth, thought, and existence compliment life, with motion.  Love makes living valued, therefore although it is not “technically the most important/ it is critically the most valued.”  Love is, the element of rhythms locked together, by the foundations of truth. Rhythm is, the essence of thought and energy focused on the identity, desire and purpose of a new life as one.  Love and rhythm “are relationships that do conceive of;   many  splendors & joy. ”    Meaning simply, as is true of family units, love and life are shared.  I do not know, “the particulars”.

You are not expected to believe me, these are far and away dimensions unknown to you.  I simply tell you, so that in death you will not be surprised.  It is a warning, a time to prepare.  A further warning that liars & images are possible in eternity/ these search your heart, to discover the truth hidden inside.  The purpose is, only truth is eternal/ ONLY what is incorruptible truth can come close to GOD.  Anything less is not allowed, therefore the foundation desire, the critical purpose that literally causes you “to move, of your own thought and accord”: SHALL be found.  Before you enter the truth which will define you, “ when captured by truth, and can go no further, this is your eternal home;  or die”.  Always search your heart:  the place inside of you, that understands your own desire, because it identifies your purpose, and discovers or identifies WHY.  Eternity is not a game, just like the miracle of creation all around you is not an evolution/ rather it is the essence of thought, surrounded by the trials and tribulations of time; given life.

I am not here to convince you of anything.  I am only here to grant and bring the opportunity to change, before life ends in complete catastrophe and chaos for you.  The extermination of planet earth, because men are so completely arrogant, they insist upon gambling with all life, and even the planet itself.  Simply look to the evidence and you will learn it is true.
If you do not arise to defend yourselves, you will die soon/ so says the prophecy of Daniel 12.  The abomination written of is clearly here: risking an entire earth to play with fusion/ risking an entire planet, to play with extreme energies/ risking all of nature with genetically mutilating everything; just to play god.  Absolutely, utterly, and without the slightest intellectual rights or realities; completely insane!
This is not a war against men:   this is a war against the realities causing:   life OR death for this planet.
This is not a war against university:   this is a war against the arrogance that led us here, and their desire to play god/ and steal from the rest, by extorting, controlling, manipulating, tempting, and more.
This is not a war against the politician:   this is a reality of leadership that has placed us all at the edge of extinction/ and must be turned away, or we die.

This is not a war against media:   this is a demand, that the people have a right to know/ the people themselves have a right to decide: IF THIS WORLD SHALL BE GAMBLED WITH, at the price, “to be wrong, is to kill us all”.
THIS IS, a war against greed: because we must share, and we must care, and we must choose friendship, or the future will be war/ cannibalism/ and hell for us all.  Its not a choice, the resources, environment, ocean, etc:  ARE that badly damaged.

Regarding anything else that you should know,    My work seems completed/ I am, tired of the writing. Your work awaits you/ to fail is beyond:   extremely foolish.  Particularly if young, or female/ because these two groups will bear the initial excessive burden, as death accumulates, and life dies.
You can believe anything you want to, after all: want is the foundation of all lies.  What you cannot do, is change the truth/ once the laws of this universe have been set into motion.  To believe is then “irrelevant to reality”/ because only truth really matters.  Belief however, can aid you in the direction of your own life/ when you don’t know the truth: but it will never “save you”.  Truth survives time;  not lies, or belief.  When the door of eternity opens for you/ it is truth that walks through, NOT “what you believe”.

I am not your leader, not your enemy, not your savior, not your religious “whatever”.  I am a messenger, sent simply to tell you without true change/ because of the things your leaders and their followers have selected for you: you cannot survive.