I, have now spent my life; realistically more than forty years/ working for life on earth, because we are in such jeopardy of an entire world collapse.  That there is no other choice.  The fact you do or don’t join that effort is absolutely irrelevant to me/ because what I do, for life on earth is what I do or have done.  Important to me.  But what you do or don’t do for yourselves, will be the beginning of a new future and a new life/ or the end of everything for yourselves.  That is the level of threat in this day.  I have accomplished my goal, because it was absolutely necessary to admit as a man, I ran out of hope for life on earth/ and looked to spiritual female “what would you choose”?  That added the necessary patience, to finish this work/ but with consequences.   The end result being: that an education establishing a better understanding between men and women is allowed, and necessary for your continued survival.  Confrontation and anger will not keep this world alive.  Patience, kindness, love, and friendship might:   it’s the only world we have/ like us, this world only dies once too.  We must choose to keep it alive.  The difference is:   today, we are so many people at 7 billion of us, growing at a rate of 2 million more mouths to feed each week.   That we already stand on roughly one human being per acre of green earth (growing land), and that acres must support the rest of land life as well as us.   Each of us wanting every single day from one acre of land apiece.   Measure out an acre, and take a look at how fragile life on earth is at this moment in time.  You cannot kill us all without killing the earth; “kill a billion people/ still got 6 billion to go”.   We must change ourselves!  


For all who think “he could have done much better for us”/ I do refer you to this site www.justtalking3.info and remind you to look at the various cases particularly 10-MR-766 AND ITS federal case 10-2277;   and remind you, that these are suppose to be your “best and brightest people”.  The news media has been well informed over the years, “not a single sound”.  That is your reality.  That is the cause and consequence of all your threats, combined with all your greed, lack of care, and refusal to share life on earth with fair play, justice, and “respective equality” for all.

What is strange about my existence today is, that contrary to what is the male experience of life, a mental description that includes goals, and exists as basically “a point A, to goal B” experience of life.  Whether large or small.  My reality has changed within the consequence of female influences that seem to have “bent” the mental descriptions of living in such a way as to have removed all “goals, destinies, expectations of fate; or whatever you wish to call it”.  To replace that with “no goals”/ a life determined only by this moment in time, the reality of living right now, the consequence of being far less dependent upon the journey; and much more interested in the life that is this moment in time. 


My personal goal has been: “to bring the possibilities of change to this earth, and its life/ by the knowledge of how, when, and why”.  That has been done; and it may well be a contributor to this experience/ but it is clearly not the same thing.  I have changed, it is that simple.  It is a long story settled into the framework of this story that has become a personal journey, a “public life/ by this writing”; never intended to write about it/ NOT someone who shares that type of information; but honestly, my life has changed.  Different, in a thousand little ways.  I have learned more about the life of woman than I ever wanted or intended to know; not kidding.  One such thing is breasts are almost beyond description; the biggest thing they demand of me is “patience/ patience/ patience;   stop it, and accept patience”.  And there does seem a tendency to “kinder, gentler, patience; find your sympathy” as well. You can’t imagine/ different.  Oh well, “can’t have the beautiful, without the ugly” so they say.  Only time knows how badly it all goes from here.

I ASK YOU PLAINLY:   WHAT IS LIFE OR DEATH FOR THIS WORLD, “WORTH TO YOU”?   THERE ARE NO “SECOND CHANCES”.  THIS IS IT!  Like it or not.