The Chapter; Humility & hell
Humility according to the dictionary, is an event extremely destructive to ones self-respect or dignity. Humiliation is then created by an act or event which describes an individual as less than that particular person ever intended to be. Such an event is self-inflicted or occurs as a direct or indirect result of actions influenced by other people. Humiliation also occurs as a result of
Athe intellectual pyramid@, this is a formation in behaviors and willful attempts to establish particular human reactions similar in the diseased mind of Aa puppet on a string@. Diseased because these are experiencing a Acancer and don=t know it@.Humility as a individual reality is simply, your decision to be influenced by others rather, than yourself. The incursion of damaged or destroyed self-respect, in the mind without knowledge,
Awhat these others, have done to me! This is then a 2-part excuse, first the event then the blame. Those who believe Athese others@ have taken my life and ruined it, descend into the beginning relationship of rage (the loss of sanity & reason & respect), the loss of dignity (believing you are no longer equal, but damaged goods) creates the simpler relationship of Atrying to hide from the whole world@, so that no one may see. The consequent result of these excuses for yourself becomes ABUSE of others, particularly in sexual relationships, because these create, Athe clearest insight into your own personality/ therefore fear takes over, and the need to Akeep this one QUIET@. Abuse is most often a Afrantic attempt, to keep a secret/ which then becomes either, a great tragedy of guilt and repetition OR a turning to evil ways.@It is here that we as humans begin to see the
Apit (our intellectual hiding place)@. Called a pit because whatsoever falls into this hiding place AMUST, be lifted out@. The reason, is your own decisions, of how extremely important Aother people@ perception of you is to your mind/ you create this pit, with your decisions and your mind/ NO ONE does it to you or for you! This reality means Aa part of you (a truth regarding your destiny) must be removed,@ failure to cast it away means it is only hidden inside, and will without doubt, come back. To remove this burden your mind MUST CHANGE: change means the lies must go! It is your decision, to let how YOU BELIEVE others are control you/ or to accept 3 separate realities: NOTHING is more futile than trying to curb how people talk about you/ NOTHING is more useless than worrying about your place in society/ NOTHING truly matters but what truly exists inside your heart & soul. JESUS WILL HELP YOU/ BUT YOU MUST REPENT FIRST! It is otherwise possible to be lifted out of your pit by other people BUT some type of accolade sufficient for belief Athat these humiliations are behind me now@ must be realized.Humiliation is also the CLEAREST look you will ever receive of your own mind. Forced to look at the inside, of things unseen or unwanted, the reality that
Athey are there@ becomes a choice. The choice is hide, as described above OR accept that humiliation has shown a TRUE AND IMMEDIATE NEED FOR CLEANING YOUR MIND do it now. Humiliation therefore opens the door, demanding an examination of values & boundaries and life. The door opens because your participation created these problems/ because you cannot escape from your own mind (NOT with drugs, alcohol , danger or evil) THERE IS NO ESCAPE until death/ then only what is true matters.The question for you is then how much will other people control you/ IF you are concerned about anyone, and what they will think or say THEN they control you. Therefore again the question occurs How much will you pay, for
Athe thoughts which you shall never control@? IS hell too much?This is a simple concept, that those who care too much, will exist along the
Aboundaries of rage@ and some will fall in, WHEN they believe Apeople are or will laugh & ridicule me/ make fun of me/ never let it go@. For some, rage is an immediate experience. For others, rage is a smoldering fire, that erupts in flames only when fanned a little more. For others suicide is an answer/ suicide means: to die a murderer, with no chance to repent. Still others who have great pride experience an intense need Ato show the world, they ARE more than they appear to be@. The results ARE reckless and often very dangerous behaviors of many & varied types. The final group, are people who have convinced themselves Athey are too smart, to be caught in a humiliating situation@, therefore they are always on guard, creating instead Aother people to watch/ lets laugh at them@. These behaviors are a sickness because in them they are the disease carriers for the rest of society.Humiliation is in reality a
Agood thing@ as it gives all who are willing to listen and learn the opportunity to become truth by throwing out the lies. Humiliation is a reality of your own mind/ NO ONE ELSE makes you ashamed, YOU DO THIS YOURSELF! Therefore truth says, this/ these things are lessons, intended to create in you an eternity ( which means purity of heart & mind & soul). Do not say, AI then you do someone a favor by humiliating them/ this makes YOU A LIAR! Rather understand this is an influence of the world which you must overcome. The reality is Either you choose for yourself, or you let others choose for you/ either way it IS YOUR CHOICE. The price of independence from the influences of society is or can be; socially outcast, in essence banded from simple friendly relationships, limited from various work, and therefore poor, ridiculed, & even shunned or thrown out. The price is therefore high, and defines the reason influence exists, therefore the words Atime exists only once@ establish a true importance@. The question is, what does life mean to you?The answer comes in measurements dependent upon the individual/ time either allows these measurements or ends and life is over. For those who survive boundaries begin to form created by the
Anecessity of other people in MY life@. Some will modify their perception of abuse (its none of my business/ when in fact destruction is everyone=s business), some create complicated triggers to define an actionable cause. Some simply separate from life, becoming Aloners@. Those who create boundaries associated with AI care a great deal@, are usually more interested in their own minds than in an understanding and consequent action. They commonly define themselves Aas special people@. It is more true that truth is your leader only when thought & reason apply knowledge and understanding to the description wisdom. Therein all realities are heard/ the price is weighed/ and the destiny determined. Pride has no place/ greed is an enemy to be controlled/ power replaces justice only if the decisions which affect us all are left to Aclosed doors, and simple bribes@.The majority of humanity does live
Ain cement shoes@/ this saying is certain to infuriate a few people. These believe they are better than the rest/ they don=t have to behave Aout of the ordinary@ and they don=t have to put up with anyone who does> and that=s final. The price again is intended to be very high, if you allow yourself behavior without consulting Ayour god (these people)@. This is a reality of boundaries on every side/ and the consequence is, feelings of entrapment and the resultant rebellions of youth, and a few more. Here temptation rules because If tempted/ then it wasn=t really my fault (blame satan), you have now entered Athe valley of the dead@ a place where you are asking Abeat me, that I may be made to do this@ afterwards the mind searches to apply blame to all. Therefore temptation becomes the tool of preference, to fight against social entrapment, by convincing yourself ITS NOT MY FAULT/ who can blame you then? The problem is; IT IS YOUR FAULT and your decision and your desire to lure others to be your tempter. REPENT OR DIE ETERNALLY!The people who do choose their own way Irregardless of social concerns, enter a reality of separation from the rest, and there they must search heart & soul. The question of life itself as a human being becomes What
=s left, for me? Here the search begins for everything that ALIFE IS@. OR mental anguish will set in as a description of Athe price is too high for me to bear@. This creates an infinite array of mental disabilities & conflicts in all aspects of human relationships.Simple beginnings
@Here honesty demands, answer this Awhy do we need love/ especially why do we need other people? The answer; because Awe are energy, and for every action there must be a reaction@, the human experience depends upon information.
It is here, where influence of your own environment, is subject to the reaction of others that the issues of control begin. Control means; surrender of pay the price (a battleground or threat of war). Control is the defining influence governing humiliation and its consequences. Control is a decision to demand and therefore the need to Amake them obey@. IF successful, then pride & arrogance immediately surface as the right, to Are-create these losers, or discard them as USELESS@. Arrogance says; Athey should thank me for this/ they owe me@. Pride says AI am a god@. Truth says Aeternity will be HARSCH. The question is Ahow did these people get so very LOST@.
The answer; in the same way as humanity has always Areturned home@ from a journey, YOU MUST have an honest anchor (something completely dependable which can be recognized, and thought through by the mind) such as a mountain, point on the horizon, the sun, time and its relationship to the distance traveled. People travel in circles ANYTIME they attempt to use comparative scenes or values/ more simply Athat looks like something I remember@. IF you will travel in the Aspirit world@ JESUS is the only anchor there is, anything else ends in panic and then surrender. Surrender means here; your fate is sealed/ this is your journeys end.
EVERY peaceful journey begins be recognizing, where you are, upon what shall you anchor the journey, & do I have enough even if something goes wrong? The common human expression is Ait won=t happen to me@, this is called confidence or I can do this. Confidence is a requirement of living/ accidents are its reality. Some cause accidents with a callous disregard for damage done to others, they are far to self involved to see beyond their own wants and needs. This warning is provided for you: An Aaccident@ with the potential or reality to inflict death & destruction IS arrogance, WITHOUT sanity/ therefore it is an act of the Acriminally insane@. Remember this as well, sometimes mistakes are simply made without any intent at all/ are you perfect!
Because Pride, arrogance, and the desire for control exists, these are the factors of influence on society. Control in particular breeds a battleground of discontent/ this discontent turns into a true desire among massive numbers of every population, to become Aincredibly rich@ so that I never have to deal with these OR any other people I don=t want to again! For some rich is Apretty or handsome, or smart, but for most its money@. Money is the expectation of control, and as long as society is relatively calm it does work. This desire to avoid all people/ that they may never control me again subsequently turns into many different behaviors. Such as complete immersion in work (this is my way out), tactics for swindling people (they deserve this after all they all, do it to me), Alife in the fast lane@ (If I avoid these things, I don=t have to deal with them, till I=m old/ when you choose, no one is important but me you do avoid life), and then a very considerable amount of criminal behavior as well as suicide by drug or self is directly attributable to the descriptions of Apride, arrogance, and control@, in simpler terms a slowly dying soul. (this is said, because life is not about you / it is about life itselfY..as you dissolve it into just you, soon there is nothing left but you/ are you god)?
Truth says Aexcess money, nor luxuries beyond needs and a little more@ buys little more than excuses for your own poor behaviors, therefore excess is born, to compensate for shame. People expect Ariches@ to fulfill their personal dreams/ forgetting more than, just what they want comes with these dreams. With money comes the people you Acan buy@, soon they will crowd out everyone else, and then arrogance forms to compensate for the things you realize occur because of you. Pretty & handsome simply means, Asomeone is always standing in line, to get inside your clothes, want it or not@; soon no one can be trusted/ they all want the trophy, not the person: and they try to crowd real people out. To be smart simply means Jealousy abounds everywhere. Sound good? It isn=t. Here humanity with a single voice says Athe opposite ain=t so nice either@ argues its one way or the other. It is not, the middle- class so-called is the reality, but as it is clearly seen throughout the world, the middle-class is always under attack. Greed and lust are the reasons, greed means AI want your property too@ and lust means AI want your body and don=t care about what you want or need@. These are then the descriptions of control as a reason/ the descriptions of rich and poor examine control as a reality. Here begins the question of pride AI am the winner/ YOU are the loser@ and its effect on society. Pride begins as the description AOH, What I could do, IF ONLYY.@ This description is more clearly AI want to be KING OR QUEEN/ let them bow down@. Honor cannot be bought for mere money or influence/ honor must be earned! When arrogance & pride are combined as often they are, the result is AI want BIG goals, & I don=t care who will be trampled, manipulated, or even mutilated as necessary@. Trophies too, exist only as reminders of pride. Here people will say Agoals are important@, how else can people be motivated? Clearly this statement means you intend to interfere, in someone else=s life. Rather, poor planning means they will be in need/ and need produces alternate methods of behavior. Society says but while they learn, they are a drain on society or a hazard because they are cold & starving/ Aare we then our brothers keeper, do we have to support them or let them die@? The honest answer is THE OPPORTUNITY TO WORK, at a living wage, is all that=s necessary! HONESTY & INTEGRITY are the ingredients which accept life as a reality: That we MUST all work is REAL/ therefore we all have a right to work and share accordingly. It is an evil person which refuses to accept this, evil means AI HATE YOU, therefore I will punish you@! Hatred is the very first step into damnation/ CHOOSE BETTER , when you die your destiny is sealed!
Respect is the dividing line (fence) created by life. NO respect is a deliberate decision, a hatred. True respect participates in life as a Athought created from & by miracles (every life is a miracle), a seal of love & mercy@. Respect therefore begin as sharing & caring & honesty (love) as well as the opportunity for each person to Amake their own decisions@. Respect allows learning to appreciate a discussion of developing traits, common to specific outcomes. Such as:
The answers develop through understanding. #1 From infancy there exists a NEED, for security; even an infant recognizes your face, your touch, your tone. It IS your own specific behavior (the truth about your heart) that gives your child peace and therefrom happiness. The crying & tears Do have a purpose/ it is Ato pry open your heart, so that YOU may honor & receive the love already given to you@. Parent & child WORK together, to create each other=s world. As time continues, conversation & some form of discipline (good or bad) replaces touching because understanding has become much more complicated. It is here, that parents choose: I have time & energy & desire for this, or not! #2 The reality of competition will never be greater in most live than it is from 2 to 12 years old. IF conversation is lost, the bond between parent & child will begin to fail. The parent is too busy, too worried, too interested in something else, too religious about work or other activities, feelings of abuse by society begin to appear in both parent and child, & and so on/ The reality is IF you do not choose in FAVOR OF the child, the result shall be you chose against them/ didn=t mean to, doesn=t matter. Conversations with your child means HELPING them to understand, BUT primarily it will mean to listen to them and at times to direct their conversation to descriptions which explain Ajoys & sorrows, Fears & hopes & more@. YOU are to listen closely as these descriptions are very often hidden in other conversation. IF you think you know the answer without asking the question and listening closely to a true answer and an adequate reason/ THEN I would guarantee you are wrong enough, to destroy the bonds of a lifetime, maybe forever. The realization Athe child=s parent@ doesn=t listen to them, that confronts and embattles children of all ages (they listen to other people/ why not me). Here the reality becomes a competition and more often than not, a feeling of true loneliness comes with it. #3 IS an explanation by trial/ Do you accept me as I am OR are you going to REJECT me too (I don=t need any more rejection). [These descriptions apply to angry children not prideful children]. This is then a relationship with sadness, and it is a common thought pattern throughout children Aof all ages@. It explains behavior as a series of barriers or games, that must be played. Game means (winner & loser(s). IT IS the arrogance of the game itself that does most of the damage/ YOU MUST play/ therefore if you lose you MUST be a loser! It is dependent upon Athe winners so-called@, to multiply the damage done by the game. IF these are particularly UNWORTHY, Then depression, anger, & in the extreme cases, HATRED occurs. Hatred reveals shame, complicated by Athey are all looking & laughing at me@. The reality is ANYONE, who is a friend to this person Ayou are acceptable to me@ becomes critical/ unfortunately IF that person then becomes someone who rejects also then even more damage is done. It is here that a murderer is born.
#4 When children Aof any age@ become vulnerable to other people it means inside (UNLESS LOVE IS THE REASON) that these feel defeated. A battle or many battles have occurred and these have lost (so they believe). Every battle HAS A PRICE, to reach out to someone else with love, only to find rejection is an experience demanding self-examination or HIDE> are you who you think your are or not? Pride always finds the other UNWORTHY. The battleground described, is your own heart & soul/ the question, to be answer is: DO you want love or power? Power is a descent into yourself/ LOVE is an ascent beyond yourself. There is no middle ground, only an indecision and its consequences. To accept competition means Aother people affect my life@, as opposed to: My life is whatever I choose to make of it! For those who are already beaten, it is whatever Amy enemies are allowed to do to me@. Large numbers of people are desperate to avoid such a decision, but to do so, they must search for protection: because a war means Athe battle won or lost, is merely a pause between surprise attacks. Those who believe they are in a war (many do) encounter the feelings of hatred on a repeating basis. Hatred means as an expression (I WANT you to feel pain). Although drugs & sex do not accomplish, an end to the pressures of being in a Awar@ they do resemble acceptance by another human being and a lull in the battle. The true struggle is: to become yourself/ NOT what you believe, other people make you; we all have to work/ GET OVER IT!
#5 As we grow, it is LOVE & FREEDOM, in that order, that joins every family together, We do become participants in each other=s life. Love creates this as an opportunity/ not as a requirement. Life and family are requirements/ they do not allow significant Avacations, from the reality@. Parents often find Athey are tired of the responsibility/ children often resent an authority rather than a friend@ the consequence is or can be a separation or hiding. Those who hide simply are avoiding a fight to which there is no Aacceptable solution to them@. As a reality, this means a relationship is dying, at least a little. Freedom, love, and life, and truth all agree, it is their right to choose this, and the decision must be honored Ait is their/ my life@ ! The reality is children often/BUT NOT ALWAYS do not need another friend, they need a teacher who respects them (teaching takes time/ its not how fast you can teach, its how quickly they can or are willing to learn). Parents often need, help or better yet, honest help created by Athank you@. Learn the lesson, IF you fail to communicate respect, Then love shall also fail.
#6 Schooling represents Knowledge and no more! Knowledge means Amy life need not be spent searching for what has already been found. Understanding means Athat you may choose not simply react. To accept wisdom means: TRUTH & REALITY shall decide. The majority education system is not about educating the child RATHER the intent is Ato find someone who will give us something to sell/ or create something for the battleground@, the rest are just pawns. Truth says: LIFE IS ABOUT ALL OF US! No exceptions. The question is; WHY is this allowed? The answer, because powerful people attack us. Powerful means ; unjustifed control of other people. The solution to this problem is then to take away the control mechanisms. These are as simple as: one person one vote, on every truly important issue/ each such issue MUST BE represented in a manner consistent with the Aten commandments@, meaning as SHORT AND TO THE POINT AS IT IS POSSIBLE TO MAKE IT. Then hire Apoliticians@ as overseers/ investigators, to insure proper justifiable methods are used to implement these decisions. And second DEMAND a ceiling on personal income and a limit on corporate influence. Then and only then no Aarmies@ can invade your life/ apart from real war.
#7 Throughout time, death is considered Athe existence of an enemy in our lives/ many ask IF we are loved, then why do we die? The question is then of a purpose to death, the answer is, the body represents a tool & time a mentor. Our lives ARE NOT an existence of physical reality/ RATHER our lives are as an energy created through the experience of time, as traveling, Ato a new destination@. Everyone does not need the same influences/ the same time/ or even deserves it in some instances. We are here to choose! When the choice is made & the work is done, why should you stay? OF pain and hardship many times, this occurs for the benefit of those left behind, that they may learn something which shall or could save their lives, in eternity (this is a worthy cause). We ARE MIRACLES of MOTION AND ENERGY AND SO MUCH MORE, so far beyond anything Awe@ can create with hands & mind that Aimpossible fantasy@ is the only description of reason which could be applied to those who think they can create life (OR FOOL). ONLY ONE of the treasures of life is Aa reality that could never be replaced by us@. Money means the servitude of others, and does not equal a treasure/ rather motion, senses, children, health, thought, life, and so much more exist to describe a BETTER world than anything conceived by a human (WE ARE, in this life, our own worst enemies/ do you want your enemy to control your future)? Therefore we must participate in every life, because every life is a part of our life/ this is the creation of happiness and peace for all: REMEMBERING NOT TO INTERFERE, BUT APPRECIATE FREEDOM, FOR ALL AS EQUALS.
The question is WHY do people choose these things? The answer exists as the need to Aprotect ourselves from power itself/ the desire to make us a slave to them, by theft, war, control, or ANY other means left unguarded. This is the human existence; IF you fail Ato be on guard, at all times@, someone will plot against you/ therefore we need better weapons, better methods, an aggressive behavior in Aour citizenry@ or they will steal it from us. Here people will argue NOT so, AI live a life without aggression or constant vigilance@. The reason is Asomeone else protects you@/ armies, government, law, police, etc. The answer is then what makes these people, Asomeone to trust@. The more correct the answer, the more peaceful and free the nation. On a personal level, peaceful means, AI have no enemies, because I forgave all who repented.@ Many refuse this; saying why should I? The answer is if you fail to forgive then your life is ruled by someone else; they (enemies) become a part of your thoughts, a part of your decisions, a burden without end. Those who fail to repent, must not be forgotten (they lay in wait), those who have no respect, can not learn unless they are taught. Remember this: the lost, cry & whine & gloat & deride others all because of pride, Amy investment, my investment, they say/ what they mean is my control/ my control@. People are the only true investment, and these are not to be controlled/ rather a honest choice is to be presented, and a WELL-INFORMED decision made, with consequences. Investment means, I have seen a need or a true hope, and filled it as best I could, a people investment! Investment in continued luxury means, you simply do not care or share. Eternity is Aforever@/ consider the possibilities created by the ALORD=S PRAYER@ carefully: IT says Aas you do to someone else, so will it be done for you.@ These words do NOT describe a life of poverty/ rather as a life in harmony with other life and the environment of us all. Do not expect, a reward in this life or the next, it is not coming/ RATHER understand harmony Awalking together as family@ is an inheritance in eternity, a part of your destiny through JESUS.