The participation of hope

Lends itself to the understanding, that only truth survives/ and that means no matter how much people would like to continue in their fantasy and delusion about “how great, or rich, or whatever they believe or assume they are”.  Either we come to truth as a humanity, or we fail as a world of life.  Because starvation, thirst, and every other threat as is clearly in view of potential or possible culmination as our reality in the very near future:   can literally cause our extinction.  Starvation in sections, by the absolute denial of every other living thing/ because we need it.  Which can only lead to cannibalism, as a last resort prior to complete and horrific war to REMOVE some of these people.  And so on.  The choices are not a game/ the possibilities are nothing short of absolutely HORRENDOUS.  The reality of religion, for all its attempts at discipline, will not sustain a single one.  Either we accept what is true, and work/ live/ respect/ and honor all the environmental realities of our lives;    Or the things you have disrespected and destroyed will continue to be lost, the earth will fail, because chains of life and living will be broken; and the young will be sacrificed first.  If you doubt/ take a look at your debts:   “Are they NOT, let the children pay for everything we do”?  With absolute certainty, that is the truth.  In america, land of the liar/ there is no end to the “boomer generation” expectation:   we will die, before our debts come due/ so that we have to pay.  With absolute voracity, these people (of which I am one), have consumed everything they could touch, without the slightest regret; apart from a tiny few!  That is NOT TO SAY, these are unlike any other in this world/ they simply had access through machines/ pretended “we will pay later”/ but never did pay anything until today.  And the world flocked here, and at “home”; as fast as they could:   TO PARTICIPATE in the same.  We want/ we want/ we want:   WE WORSHIP GREED, GET OUT OF THE DAMN WAY!  Is their concerted and real cry, for the last 40 years;   “Looking out for me/ to hell with you”.  But they are no different than the rest/ and it is very unlikely, that their children are different as well.   So the question is RESPECT?  Can you find it, in your heart somewhere;   “To stop playing god”?   Can you understand, that somewhere beyond “a simple mind” is the parameters of thought, which allow the conception of what the future holds, to be revealed to you too.  Can you be wise enough to know, if there is no future for life/ it is the death of you as well/ it is a relationship of the present, with the construction of the past, and a decision NOT to protect the future that convicts you of destroying and choosing to destroy an entire world of life?   Do you really believe NO consequences will come of that?  GROW UP. 

The economic reality of this day is VERY, VERY SIMPLE: those who found a way to steal, did so/ and now they hold numbers as claims of resource and labor, that is simply unfair/ unwise/ and with the intent of evil (to take other life/ and play god with it).  The economic truth is: every single person who holds “money/ or more correctly numbers”, that they believe has value!   OWES for the debts, that they and their generation created.  The “boomer” generation holds many numbers, saying “we are rich”: but the reality is, they bought on time (give it to me now)/ took the resources (let our children die)/ and then said, “let our children pay”. We are in charge, AND WILL CHANGE THE RULES.   They must surrender that, and let truth decide.  They must accept: no more “pay later”/ because you never did: and that means, PAY NOW; no more credit.  Not for any cause or any reason!  You will pay as you go; because you failed!  When looking for the truth, there are many who played by the rules/ earned the money; BUT GREED ruled this land, and greed took it all away;   because you wanted “free money; just want to play.”  Were willing to sacrifice your children, threaten this world, consume anything you could touch, and willingly fantasize about being gods for too many people.  Shame on you, even if you did what you should have done/ its still a political and business reality: “you let the bastard’s rule/ without so much as a complaint: just give me more money”.  Let the children be damned!  WHEN did you ever stand up for life, or nation, or the future, or sanity, or reality, or truth, or ANYTHING THAT MATTERS, beyond your own nose?  The answer, IN TRUTH;   for over 99% is NEVER!  So here we are, facing catastrophe and ending life/ and still no bigger liars exist, because even knowing all that threatens us; you still insist on deluding yourselves like fools.

The only answer is:   to remove the game, and return to reality by reassigning truth to the money. or more simply, let them pay their own debts: you can have whatever is left/ after the debts are paid!  Simple and plain, PAY WHAT YOU OWE:  YOURSELVES!  The “boomers” will threaten & rant & warn & rage & commit subterfuge in every effort to cause this not to happen;   as will many who surround them and want/ regardless of the consequences to an entire world.  And they will grow quickly, TO HATE ME!  Because “who wants to pay/ and men love the game “I am”!   For suggesting the sacrifice of children is NOT acceptable; the elderly will be angry!  But you must not let greed rule anymore.  For demanding the future needs resources too; the elderly will hate me, because then the game of greed, cannot return.  Any assumption, that government can create jobs by taking money in taxes from everyone/ and giving that expectation in value, “TO THE RICH”; so they might give us a job/   is just plain STUPID!  The rich are with only the tiniest exception, “rich, because they won’t share anything/ or just a tiny bit, so they can claim special”.  Jobs are about the respect, to recognize my right is equal to yours/ my need is just as important as yours:   MY LIFE, is not for you to deny! Only the law, through justice, can do that!  The “easy ways” are DEAD!  Today, life is either accept what truth demands; or lose everything.  Being wrong, is going to be dead/ an entire earth lost.  Don’t run away or hide;   FIND THE TRUTH!

   If you fail, all earth dies; therefore tomorrow, is in the hands of anyone who cares (young or old), the reality of young people is; who chooses to live, who chooses to lie:   because there is no other way than to follow and demand the truth shall rule.  There are plenty more of the same situations, in every nation across this world/ but reality has placed this nation, america, in the cross-hairs of life or death; and as you lead for justice/ or hate, this world will follow.  Do you not command: “we are leaders for this world”/ then so be it, YOU will be charged the greater responsibility; because you did bring many of the major threats to life, providing extinction as a possibility. The others will follow; Not because they want to/ but because, unless the destruction stops, there will be no options for life to survive.  That road, is then predictable and plain;   it leads to horrific war, without resolution/ the toppling of every government/ the end of everything.  And that does not include all the immediate threats of genetic crucifixion/ energy experiments which can light this literal:   earth on fire/ or turn it into dust.  So then any who believe this is a game;   continues in fantasy, grows in delusion, and sacrifices life:   because their own pride, greed, or want is so absolutely cancerous that nothing matters “but me”.  And even that does not matter, because your life will be discarded in the trash of human indifference and apathy, to become nothing more than slime and utter living extermination; until all dead.

These simple descriptions are being fought for or against today.  The propaganda machines, will not tell you/ because their own pride and power and demand for consumption: IS more important than life, to them.  Or they would illicit and create the possibilities of a discussion.  The university will never tell you/ because their own desires to play god, are so extreme; “they believe they are gods”.  And gods are never wrong, isn’t that so/ HELL, who the fuck are you, asking for truth: BELIEVE THE DAMN STORIES, “and be happy”.
The difference between today, and a world of the past that never had to accept:   WE MUST THINK, AND UNDERSTAND!   Is today, we are 7,000,000,000 people and growing at 2,000,000 MORE MOUTHS TO FEED:   EVERY SINGLE WEEK.  And if you think that is not a difference/ if you believe that is not a reality that will affect YOU!  Then you are already insane, and crippled to the point of utter failure from delusion, and a desire born in fantasy that cannot survive.

I have spent a lifetime in preparation to give you this message of life or death for a world; although I never expected it to take so long to deliver.  But truth did not allow “a single word” to take hold; until you began to understand:   this, could be a crisis.  Today, your decision is simple:   I DO NOT ask you to believe anything, but that TRUTH is better than lies!  Everything else is determined by investigation, examination of the evidence, and your own decision as to what is REAL, what is functioning as the law: can’t change it, unless we actually choose to obey what MUST be learned.  Or more simply, go to court/ demand nothing but the truth, as best you can/ and make the people aware:   THIS IS SERIOUS, as you come to understand our reality!  DO THE WORK REQUIRED, and so on.  Change is coming, whether a single soul likes it or not; you have no choice in that.   YOUR choice is, which direction will you walk:   to life, or to death.  If you choose death in this day/ when you know “we made a mistake”;   it will literally be irrelevant/   because you are killing this earth, and past the point of no return means:   “You’re dead”.  That reality comes quickly, FAR MORE SO, than you think. “Don’t believe the expert”.  Choose life, and work for it RIGHT NOW.

Bear in mind, the elderly know only one thing “MINE, MINE, MINE;   get away”.  So consequently understand this simply;   the demand to live, does not include the battle for “mine”/ because it is a war!   The battleground for life, includes ONLY THE DEMAND FOR LAW, as we decide for humanity, and this society.  The greater the justice, the more likely it will pass as law; and rule the nation.  NOT in your legislatures/ but as WE THE PEOPLE CHOOSE FOR OURSELVES.   We do own this nation, and no “little group of people” can change that!  We will change what we desire, because that is the law!  Therefore the law decides/ and the people who create and cause that law to be enforced DO become “rulers, for the future”.  While women are needed to write these laws and decide what the future will be/ MEN are needed to enforce these laws and demand that CHANGE MUST OCCUR!
LEARN THIS TRUTH.

BUT HEAR THIS WARNING:     In a lifetime of studies, it became absolutely clear;   NO POSSIBILITY EXISTS, that men in charge of humanity can result in anything but death to this planet!  Because we have been in charge of humanity for thousands of recorded history; and this is the best we did do!  Period, that simple; we stand at the edge of extinction/ and we were brought here by men.  Because this is, “the best they can do, for life on earth”.  They fought for money, and said “this is life, for the majority of us/ nothing more than a game, among men.”   For my part, I became “determined, NOT DEATH for a world: without a fight”!  But, as a reality, at the cross roads between what can be done/ and what could be done:    The question,   “What, WOULD WOMEN DO”!  Finally arose, and my life changed!  It’s a long story, still unfolding in many ways.  But understand it to say: I don’t know what women will do, “not   woman enough to know”!  But I DO KNOW what men will do, and even if they begin to change, at the very first opportunity;   THEY WILL return to their old ways, and nothing will change, which means death to this planet.   WOMEN on the other hand ARE DIFFERENT than men/ and that single reality means:   they can choose “either for better or worse”/ but NOT the same!

I will tell you plain, WE MUST HAVE DIFFERENT!  Therefore we must simply hope and allow women to try/ because continuing the “same as today”:   is certain and horrific death to this planet.  That is the truth, “it does not matter, if you or I,  like it/ or not”.   

The continuing reality of my own life changed is: “if a man/ you can’t possibly understand, what different really means.”   I don’t know why, “my continuing education” is necessary/ but every day, just a little more male is missing.  So much so, it is actually becoming apparent that I must “look at the possibility of describing the differences today, as if I am girl/ looking back at what is left of man”.  Not as man looking ahead, at the ever encroaching “female aspect of life”.  You CAN’T imagine. It is still hard for me to believe, I have apparently past, the point of no return. To look ahead means, I must design and build a life as “girl”; and it is also apparent, I am NOT yet ready for that; just how it is. “The whole idea, of living life, from the opposite side of the line that divides us as sexual beings”; is like asking “did your mind explode or something”?  But, life is life/ and spirituality has its own costs.  No clue, what happens next; beyond my comprehension/ time alone knows what will happen, I do not.  Questions are beginning, reality is “moving in”, and I absolutely cannot stop it or change this myself (I have tried, over four years).  Time will tell the difference between what is ,  reality and truth.  What my life is to be as an issue of male or whatever relationship I am given to have with women/ or how this relates to you, or what will become “the body of evidence” in this period of time, I do not know.  However;  That is not, “the important part”/ because life on earth is what matters most! Just because I don’t understand why/ or why me;   is irrelevant. A mere distraction/ because the message is, human life must change or the world will die.  IS NOT LIFE ON EARTH, more important than simple gender to you?  It would be, if everything is dying/ and you know it will NEVER come back!  Make a decision for yourself, about life or death for the planet.  It is, “that important”.  There are no second chances, and time is running out.
Again, opening the spiritual door of female, was both: the worst decision/ and the best decision (I needed hope for you, an answer that male could not provide), that I have ever made.   The reality:   “women can lead”/ NEVER gave this a thought, prior to that moment (just didn’t occur to me).  And the second part: war WILL NOT work (I did know that; but considered time “to short” & not giving up without a fight, period!).  Female spirituality returned me to:  It does not matter what you want/ the law must decide, even if it seems unlikely time for that exists.  There are NO solutions in war/ only confrontations to remove the weapons of leaders causing trouble; trial as necessary. In the case of life or death for this earth, no amount of confrontation or war will make a difference/ so then it is true, only law can decide.  Without, the spirit of woman, making this again clear/ a completely different path would have been entered.  She is the one, who causes this message to exist in law!  Or more correctly, she corrected me, and taught me to return to law/ and let   GOD decide when or if, this earth would die, if that is to be so.  Terrible threats exist; not trying to save a single life/ just refused to let it die without a fight.  Still wrong, because war (severe confrontation) would have just hastened or limited the ending.  That entire matter of possibilities, NO LONGER EXISTS in me.  It was a price to be paid.

  We are so MANY PEOPLE, no other solution exists/ because war will defeat this earth; and that defeats us all!  We are already at the point of no return, without change/ and cannot afford any more catastrophe’s.  Not stupidity/ not pride/ not power/ not arrogance/ not hate/ not desertion of duty;   NONE of it!   We must respect all life, and its need.  Simple and plain.   The constant assertion:   “I DON’T UNDERSTAND”/ has been pummeled with “this very significant writing”: established for the singular purpose,   SURELY in here somewhere, is the argument you need to make them understand!  If it is not, then most likely, “this one is simply playing games with you”.  Because the message is clear enough, particularly about what is significant and real.  Don’t need to convince them of anything more than:    WE MUST GO TO COURT, and investigate, examine, and decide for ourselves.   NOT “you making a decision for me”/   BUT ME, MAKING A DECISION FOR MY LIFE, OUR FUTURE, & EVERY CHILD AND LIFE ON EARTH!  It’s a choice/ and you must make your own, because eternity and every living thing depends on your own choice.  Everybody has a stake/ everybody has a duty/ everybody has a discipline to observe, and a respect to decide. 

You can continue to play, for a few months more/ but then life is over, and you will continue to die until all life is exterminated.  “A flood of people” WILL ALL DEMAND, this can’t be so/ we will never die as a world/ he is a religious nut, a psychopath of some sort/ or any other description they can find, for you to disable your own concern.  DON’T LISTEN/ demand a trial, so that we all come to the conclusion:    “This” is true, or this is not true, and          Go on to the next big thing, within which being WRONG, ends with, BEING DEAD!     DO YOU    Choose to gamble with all life on earth?   Or not!

There are, some little issues of this day:   DON’T release the killer whale back into the ocean in any possible way, no cage in the ocean, nothing!  Because if you do, it will go hunting where the people are, for people/ and teach the others to do so as well:   because it will get hungry. The risk is too high.
There is no “solid employment figures” from government, period/ not one of their sites agrees, and it all depends upon how you count.  From 80 million to 153 million workers, is too big a spread to be believed.  So then there are questions to be asked/ and ANSWERS TO BE GIVEN.
How big is the population.
How many children are there?
How many prisoners are there?
How many military are there?
How many disabled are there?
How many retirees are counted as workers because they collect a social security or pension?
How many wives are counted as workers, just because its called a joint filing tax form?
How many students?
How many part time workers/ and what is part time; 30/ 20/ 10 hours a week or what?
How many bankruptcies?
How many businesses or farms, etc: making money over the poverty line?
How many government employees?

How many immigrants?   Legally Employed?  Illegally employed?
Where is the breakdown of employment by age, in these categories?
How many citizens are unemployed?
How many citizens are unemployed and collecting benefits?
How many citizens are unemployed and not collecting benefits?
How many citizens are collecting welfare?
How many citizens are living on the street?
Be sure to add it up!

While your at it, be sure to add up all the bonds, notes, etc that have been sold.  Be sure to add up all the stocks, etc that wall street has sold.  Ask yourself, IF ALL THESE NUMBERS were actually real:   how many people, doing how much labor, and how many resources does this actually take?   The delusion of “derivatives: ALL items sold, INCLUDING stocks, bonds, etc, that were never understood/ a gambling game, with even less knowledge or reality than the casino”.  Never even questioned as to the reality of this.   Suggestions are, as much as $700 trillion dollars has been “sold” in all aspects of stocks, bonds, etc:   EQUAL to $100,000.00 per face IN THE WORLD!  Its time to end the delusion, and find reality; only then can we face our future and know what it is, that will attack us/ and how can we prepare.  Lies are death/ make a choice.  They will never tell you!  You must search for yourselves.  The leadership has built “their little world” on lies/ consequently there is no possibility the lies will stop, proving the intent to deceive;   until they are literally forced to accept and admit to what is true.  DO I ASK FOR TOO MUCH?   I ask for nothing, but truth and reality;   and being honorable enough NOT to sacrifice your children, pay your own debts, and RESPECT THIS WORLD!   It is really “too much to ask”?  Really?  THEN why?  Answer the question.

The question of environment is really very simple as well: can you afford to be wrong?  What happens if you are?  America was wrong about “9/11" they won’t attack us here!  And its result two wars, tremendous debts; hundreds of thousands of people dead in Iraq and Afghanistan; etc, etc, etc.  What happens if your wrong, and reality proves “yep, they did empty the aquifers we all depend upon for life”/ do you not die of thirst?   There is no going back!  So many things, including the absolute insanity of fusion (burning atomic bonds, here on earth;   WHERE EVERYTHING IS FUEL!  Can’t be put out; there is no word approximating the insanity; “satan” is all that even comes close.  Shame on you.  STAND UP AND FIGHT OR DIE!   Want to be wrong?  GROW UP, and quit being sheep led to slaughter; (here again, no words exist). For the absolute insanity and disgrace of   “Not a mind among you”.   WAKE UP!  Or die.  On and on and on; because of what men have chosen for this world/ because the majority of men will follow, wherever the bribes do flow.  MINE, MINE, MINE;   leave me alone;   GOING TO BE god damn RICH!  Ain’t you.  But its not true, and the lies are going to eat you, instead. The economy of “how fast can you use the natural resources of this earth”/ are over.  Either you find a way to share our reality, with respect for what is left;   or the garbage dump you worship with your pride, is going to swallow you, and this earth.  The weapons of mass destruction, are going to prove how wrong, you were; with nothing left for life.  Life or death has become a choice, due to the realities we now face.  Not a game, a consequence of the past/ and those who made these choices instead of choosing for life first.  Money, is an irrelevant issue; unless you believe you can spend it from your GRAVE.
FIND TRUTH.   There is no other way, to survive......a world population of 7 billion people/ growing at 2,000,000 every week.  AS THEY GROW, they need much more!  Fail to stop population growth, and nothing else will matter.  Can you understand that?   Then think some more, research our current reality, and either accept conclusions that cannot be proven wrong;    Or just plain go buy a coffin/ not that you get to keep it; because need won’t let you.  The others are going to dig you up, “for the resources”.

Again: IT IS CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT, to allow a vicious criminal to “keep his weapon”/ and continue the possibility to assault society, with the very same weapon.  As would be the case of every criminal sexual assault: where a penis remains! REMOVE IT!  Where proven: If not death or castration/ the minimum requirement is vasectomy (no chemicals, means no pleasure from the act)! Where hate has been proven, there is no need for mercy; let them die, or make them slave for no less than is appropriate for the crime! 
Sexual assault by women is an entirely different matter/ because male children still have to “participate”.  Rather than with female, who can simply be used or abused.

Reality now knows, with the introduction of the federal case on this site/ that I have done all that I can realistically do for you, and the opportunity for all life to survive on this earth.  Knowledge and understanding CHANGE the world/ and both have been completed sufficiently and with enough publication, that no one can take this opportunity away.  Neither man nor woman truly can change this world/ but knowledge and understanding not only can, it does.  That is the gift of this work, and I leave it to you to decide: how much is me, and how much is spiritual/ I have no interest in the answer, I do the best I can. Today, absolutely everything you need is in place: beginning trial/ knowledge of what, how, and why/ the understanding required to use that knowledge for your own benefit as a world/ and the opportunity to spread this message of change as you desire.  YOUR decision, “not theirs”/ YOU WILL DO, as you choose to do, “as best you can”.  Simple as that.  You will “believe and be” whatever you want to be/ but only truth decides the future.  Only truth will keep this earth alive/ and there is no going back;   because nature is about to fail (cannot keep up with humanity)/ due to population, destruction, lies, and consequences of the choices you have made.  This is not a game.  If you choose to be wise, “you too, can see what the future will be: its written on the wall, so to speak”.  But I have never asked you to believe/ only to investigate, examine the evidence, and then decide as truth will reveal;   or go to court/ as is your option today.  Because a tiny few people cannot stand in your way, “government employee or not”.  If you gamble, you will die as a world.  Only if you let “the best you can understand in truth” decide, will you survive.  Only if you stop the lies, and accept honor, honesty, and discipline can you rebuild anything.  One such reality is:   “Let the grandchildren pay”/ or more simply as the older adults all claim:  I AIN’T PAYING FOR ONE DAMN THING, sacrifice the children instead”.  It’s a lie, because you know: YOU are assassinating your own children/ they can never pay, and you are stripping every resource, “just to throw it away”.   SHAME ON YOU.  It is a lie, that you claim to care, about your own children;   unless you stop sacrificing their lives for your greed, gluttony, and shame.   It’s a lie, what any religion will tell you about “mercy”/ when this is your truth, and it cannot be denied.  Its true, the reality that conceived of this is:   “We know enough to know, this world is going to die/ AND I WANT MINE” NOW!  But after decades of living that way; the reality has come, this earth will die;   because you just didn’t care enough to work for its survival.  YOU abandoned life, for selfishness, and the sacrifice of your own children; pretending “its enough, they have everything now/ cause we can’t save them”.  Today, is the day you face your reality:   YOU DID NOTHING to save their lives/ instead you worshiped your own.  Today, all the lies will end/ or life on earth will disappear; by the decision you made!  Or, the fact you hid when all of life needed you/ or just ran away, a coward, and a fool;   because without this earth, no life exists.  The endless fool, who says, “let us gamble and play god”/ leads you to death.   Because with nature ready to collapse;   “Can’t support humanity anymore”.  With nature ready to die, MUTILATED AND CRUCIFIED without mercy.  With a planet under the extreme threat of “the university diploma” in so many ways:   EVEN the possibility that you will survive, is a question/ not a certainty, even with change.  IT ALL DEPENDS on you.

 The list of enemies who will want me dead, or tortured or ravaged or whatever else;   is now long.  Because society that can survive, is described “without hate, power, pride, or selfishness”/ or there is no future.  Those who live for these things, know now, that I am their enemy.  So then let the “line in the sand” be set: nothing you can take or do to me, will change the outcome.   Because knowledge and understanding now exist; and all humanity on this earth will decide for themselves what our future will be.  That means there is nothing to barter with/ no life to threaten, except for the sake of violence; and that means no matter what I might wish for, no possibility exists that any decision I could make, will matter.  So absolutely no compromises will be made, not for anyone, or anything.
As to whether I am serious in this matter; I offer the following proof: I chose this message (the demand to do something, because life is dying; and in jeopardy of extinction) from an early age.  Surrendering marriage, possessions, dating; “a lifetime to date (56 years old), with only a few teenage years set aside”/ because all life on earth is more important than me.  I will not change that, it is a true part of my life and cannot be dismissed.

 As it turns out, MUCH to my surprise:   male is surrendered too.  It became impossible to find an answer in male that would not end in death for a planet. NOT a game, a fact!  THIS IS, the best men  did do/ and we stand at the edge of extinction; that is a fact, whether you believe it or not.  Having found that truth, men cannot “change enough” to save this earth:   spiritual woman entered inside;   and now, I am basically “gender neutral”/ no clue how to be a woman, but with some “working parts”/ & lost my connection with male (the life I used to live, pushed out) “just gone/ don’t know where”. No amount of complaining will change that, because truth won’t let it.  A strange existence/ I don’t know why; but it is clear, “my own survival demands change as well”.  THE SAME is true for you, like it or not/ no amount of complaining will bring back the reality that was. I honestly cannot even believe how much I have changed, the evidence is clear/ it just seems impossible. I, the life I lived, everything that describes male, “is on the outside”/ the spirit of woman controls, on the inside; IN CHARGE; just how it is, no more choices. THE SAME is true for you, the simple fact of human population density/ resource loss or destruction/ all the threats, everything:  “May seem impossible to you”/ but your belief doesn’t decide;  TRUTH DOES.   Every conceivable avenue was taken, in male hoping for a solution/ it does not exist.  Either women will lead, or you will fail; because no matter how much men might change for a time/ THEY WILL return to what men have always done. Men have learned how to manipulate and control other men; and that means “the same”; death for the planet. Men know little or nothing about women, as a reality.  Therefore they do not know, “a very great deal”; only the obvious: making manipulation beyond fear, almost impossible.  Not a game, CHANGE MUST HAPPEN.  Men are men, thousands of years of recorded history cannot be wrong.  THIS IS, the best they did do.

 Perhaps my own predicament, is to prove, “you cannot demand, let him lead”/ just don’t know. I JUST DON’T KNOW WHY;  it is my reality! And for whatever reason, I don’t know; but the spirit of woman inside demands “you will be told”.  Demands, my life will be determined by whether women will protect me/ like or hate me/ decide to do with or for me.  Or more simply, “I will learn, what life is like from the other side of the gender line; want to or not”.  I DON’T know why me/ OR WHY:  its,  Not a game. 
I am NOT your leader/ plainly don’t wish to be.  I am a messenger.  The message is change as a world, or you will die/ because all the evidence states: nature cannot survive what you are doing.  Reality states then: Not the way of men anymore. Women may fail too/ but the consequences of male leadership and domination clearly prove, “we are about, to go extinct”. They/ women:   absolutely cannot do worse!  Go prove me wrong, by the evidence.
Regardless, I have come this far for the singular purpose of creating the necessary knowledge and understanding you require to survive and change as is necessary to continue living on this earth.  Not demands as in control, threats, or ruling over you in any form/ BUT learning as is necessary to create peace, harmony, and happiness for all life on this earth.   You HAVE your chance.  You do, understand your choice.  What you do with it, is literally “your business” not mine. 
Not only am I done, apart from incidentals.  YOU HAVE RECEIVED the information you need to change for, “life first”!  There is nothing left for me to do, that I am aware of;   but let you make your choice.
I can and will continue to participate with the court/ but the outcome IS DETERMINED BY YOU.  Not by me.
MAKE YOUR DECISION.

If the court obeys the law, and returns case 09LM1414 to court/ for the jury to decide redress of grievances.  Then understand, to insure no “tampering with the jury” can exist/ a large number of people “citizens of Champaign county/ registered voters here” must be available; to be chosen by lottery (accept nothing else) on a day to be identified later.  Pay attention, and come do your part. It is a decision, “with lasting effects”.  The choice is yours.