A look at excuses: I don’t have to/ I don’t want to/ I don’t need to/ I refuse to accept truth/ I cannot stand discipline/ I won’t commit to love; and so on. The functional reality of each one, is a very simple: “I can do better”.  Or more simply, I can play god, if I so choose.
In the essence of life, the realities of a disciplined acceptance assigned and created by truth, represents the most fundamental of all concepts: truth is correct.  If we then do what is MOST valued, or MOST productive, or MOST illustrative of love;   is that not the elemental design of thought?  Does not thought then take over control of the dimensional environments of existence with ways and means MOST likely to succeed? Truth is a pathway/ reality is a door/ trust is an invitation/ and life is the freedom to choose the desires of your own heart; the purpose of your own relationships with soul.

I begin, within the translations of my existence; as these are consistent with the realities that give you insight within environments very few even consider.  The elements of truth are not so simple, as to be created only within the framework of what you are familiar with, or know by cause and effect.  Therefore the disciplines necessary to even conceive of things beyond yourself, are inherently fundamental, to a journey, or a destiny, or a purpose that is not simply selfish. Those disciplines are:   life is first/ not you.  Respect is the struggle between what is revealed/ and what is hidden: consequently without respect you will fail, and fall into a trap.  Critical knowledge defends our sanity/ giving us anchors upon which we do depend. Without a true and sufficient anchor, you will fail.  Functional understanding gives participation an invitation, if you are worthy of your desire.  Wisdom will open the elemental discoveries of thought, time, and spirit:   but it will not defend you/ once immersed, the only way out, is to understand. Honesty is your only guardian, because death lurks where every lie leads With these few rules, the possibilities of more, do exist.
The question begins, with what is beyond self?  It then assembles the functional demand, what is beyond time?
The answer to both is thought, through life.  This critical combination can only exist within energy; and now we have three, “the beginnings of an environment, within which the inherent boundaries conceive of an identity.  It is freedom, which creates the “individual”, because thought and life through energy itself can.   So we ask, if energy is a method, and thought is a way; what is life itself?  This is a functional outline, used to develop and accumulate the possibilities; you as humanity are too poor, to hear the answer.  Look at what you do/ it is pathetic:  mutilating life/ gambling with every life on earth/ so arrogant and proud, determined to destroy, regardless of the fact “you do not wish to die”.  Shame on you.  If you cannot find your shame in this, cannot understand how severely insane this is; then I am ashamed of you.  Simple as that.

Anyway, turning back to the more simple relationships of what is beyond self as an environment expressed by spiritual reality; the question is, how do we know, or communicate with creation itself?  We know this exists, it is in every miracle of life you see, or do not see/ creation is in “us all”.  Consequently we know this is real, and anything that is real can be considered as a participant in life.  What then are the elemental structures of “being real”/ or more simply, existing?  Factual recognition begins with the assertion of purity, all things assemble from a specific direction, that then leads to a beginning/ therefrom if you follow the path this creates, you do become aware by the assertions of truth, what can be trusted as “the door” beyond which this beginning exists. All paths lead to levels of purity, all purity leads to the essence from which “this” is created. The structural elements are: recognized by “point a, to point b” straight line definitions in truth.  These conform to create the door itself/ the more complex the pattern, the more critical is its truth. The door opens by understanding how, “to enter between the lines”: you MUST accept the knowledge this will form.  YOU MUST be able to understand the environment inside, or the door will be lost/ and you cannot return to your own truth. This is a price, and it is never diminished. But it is your choice, as no reality can or will push you: IT IS your decision alone to enter or walk away. This ends your “lesson of the day”.

In assembling the necessary developments, to understand with simplicity; that when I tell you, “I opened the door, to spiritual woman”;   there is at least some minimal comprehension of how this is possible.  The recognition that I DO NOT understand women as of yet; then illustrates the simple truth, “ that I am trapped therein”. Woman IS more complex than considered possible/ and “she does not” surrender secrets without a price. Just how it is. Consequently when you assert, “this is all an excuse, a failure, or whatever else you assume”/ I tell you plainly, “you are wrong”.  Simple as that.

MY LEGAL POSITION STATEMENT, sent to the hospital:

There will be those who now accuse me of running to the doctors “in fear”/ from the presentation of “threats in the body of me”.  I did not, but to understand that, it is necessary to know the following.     Without warning, early on a Friday evening, the body began peeing at regular intervals, and it continued at least every two hours or thereabout for 44 hours straight/ dumping not less than a cup of liquid each time. No irregular flow, no starting and stopping or incomplete emptying: simply dumping fluids.   No excessive drinking prior to/ limited, or minimal drinking throughout this period/ and on Sunday afternoon, considering the effects of dumping this volume of fluid, without replenishment: MEANS it must be coming out of the blood stream by now. So I drank a quart of water at 3 pm or so, in an effort to establish a barrier to the losses/ which then immediately was drained in its entirety over the next hour.  That states:   I am not able to retain fluids/ dehydration is next, and there are true consequences assigned by that; a question of life or death for this body, over the next few days if it does not stop.  Since it was Sunday, and the rate of loss was substantial I went to the emergency room at a local hospital: AND ASKED SPECIFICALLY,   do you have a program for seeing the doctor, that is less than an emergency room visit?  The woman behind the counter said yes, its called “fast track”, but you have to qualify.  The two ladies within the same area which were paying attention said nothing.  “ I thought, there is absolutely no reason I should not qualify, presenting myself in a clear non emergency manner, without panic, or any other indication this is an emergency.”  But I did not ask what the qualifications were.

 Understanding this was commonly at other hospitals;  between $200- $300 dollars, I said ok, let me see a doctor. There was no sign of an emergency in me/ no asking for immediacy/ no fanatic voice, nothing: I expected to visit “fast track”/ at that cost.  Considering common doctor visits are $100/ plus going to the hospital from there for tests/ plus returning to the doctor to have the tests results:  another probable hundred, and hours taken out of the day; it seemed less trouble to pay the expected additional hundred dollars here.  I was wrong about the trouble, even though I was clear about my desire NOT to enter the emergency room and its charges (I would have waited)/ but, am now charged with an emergency room visit; and at this moment potentially headed for court.  Doctor says, “enlarged prostrate”/ (a minimal distraction to me); but does not account for the large expenditure of fluids. He ran away quickly, asking only of the night it started.  A prostrate examine “NOT a highlight of my life”/ two minutes, and left me with an ass full of “lubricant”. One urine test/ one blood test the doctor ordered at last minute without telling me why.  Stating go see a urologist to find out the results.
None the less, all symptoms stopped by Monday; and everything returned to normal.

To the legal department: treatment does not get more minimal than this/ I did in real terms ask for “LESS than an emergency room visit”/ AND DID expect to encounter the fast track program mentioned by your staff.  THAT is what I am willing to pay for.  THAT IS WHAT I AGREED TOO. and we will enter court, without a real and true understanding THIS IS THE BILLING that I will receive.  As to the expensive test ordered, since I was not forewarned either of the cost or the reason, even though no possible reason existed for that omission:   you will tell me clearly in plain english WHY the test was done, and what clear benefit I received.  Apart from that, it is a point of contention in court.  And I will expand the argument to include a greater look at healthcare in general; NOT because I wish to/ but, if I must go to court, I will choose a purpose that suits me.  Find a way, to be fair.
You have a week, before I begin preparations and filing.

JAMES FRANK OSTERBUR.
2191 county road 2500 E.  St. Joseph, IL 61873
10/26/09

      What is more odd: “same”, Except for one side effect that I cannot control:   my breasts, are no longer localized when they flare up (on their own)/ they now affect my entire body during those times. I don’t know why.  It is really a massive increase in control over me, its not bad/ its just “completely different than male”.  A lot like being trapped, chained, or controlled; because I cannot escape them.  And the spiritual woman tells me “I will never escape”/ owned by the essence of woman.  Unless I understand woman, it is true/ because even though you can enter a truth, you cannot escape it until you become able “to see beyond yourself”.  Even then, to understand REQUIRES that I be a woman;   it is a situation I cannot change/ I am trapped. I must look through “the eyes” of a woman/ and cannot because I am a man, it is a quagmire. Resulting in, I am becoming more female, without understanding why, or how, or what, or practically anything. She is literally in control, of everything. I don’t know why. Or what is this purpose, design, or desire? I have searched many spiritual truths, never lacking an understanding/ but this one is different.  Never open the spiritual door/ to a parallel existence; that is my advice to you.

  However, the truth is, I would open this door again/ because my own need to find a way for you to survive required it; and life on earth has benefitted from this message, presented on these sites.  Even though the price is high.
The question of thought then arises; from an expectation, that all things can be known through knowledge and wisdom/ within the reality.  BUT if this is not within the dimensional capabilities of your own existence (such as being male, in a female world)/ it is not possible for you or me.   For those who think “just cut those breasts off”/ I tell you plainly, the penalty for such an act is beyond severe; the penalty for those who would, extreme.  The spirit world does not play with truth; there is no possibility I would choose to test.  That is certain. The world of energy does not play either; the genetic disciplines that present you with life is NOT a toy:   your people playing god, will become satan to you/ if you don’t stop them. A simple fact, even you should be able to understand.

The excuses of humanity for developing the threats that will or could destroy you, are very simple ones.
1.  “The leaders”, want to play god/ they want power, pride, lust, and are willing to steal, lie, cheat, and use or abuse you as slaves.
2.  Everyone WANTS, but none (too few to count), pay back the price of being free to do as you wish.  That price is critical respect and responsibility to others, the future, and to life itself.
3.  Everyone is afraid of the terrors of what has been done/ and works feverishly to “live/ before they die”.  Consequently choosing hate, because they fear, and have no say. The leaders threaten and control, for the sake of power, pride, and trinkets.

4.  The law has been corrupted/ the courtroom largely in disgrace.  Democracy has been turned into a joke, and the police represent control (the herding of animals)  rather than the simple truth called justice.
5.  The university threatens, but none contend because they own “the expert”/ and who can challenge the story tellers, when its their own story.  Truth has been displaced with want and consumption/ the need to “be equal in things”.
6.  The diplomas work together, to entrap and enslave the others/ so that they will have more.  That greed forces discontent among the people/ and they turn away from friendship, because thugs rule their world.
7.  The religious believe in money MORE than anything else, and use their organizations to prove the worship of power, pride, and failure.
8.  The leaders believe: “we know best/ give all your money to us, OR we must take it, because we can”.  Separating people into those who whine the most/ get the most.  People who are too arrogant to accept their failure/ on both sides.
9.  Luxury, ease, gluttony, selfishness, arrogance, gossip, money, lust, and abuse are all trademarks of a nation devoid of respect/ and living on the road to hatred, violence, and war.
10.  Stupidity is the essence of believing in things which do not exist; evolution/ genetic mutilation without cost/ fusion on earth can be controlled;   an extremely LONG LIST.
11.  Money is “just a number”/ so it doesn’t matter.  Don’t need to care/ don’t want to share/ living for want, selfishness, power, pride and greed; thereby building hate wherever you go.

12.  GOD will ......(anything you like/ he’s your slave, ain’t that so: got a damn shopping list right here)........ “we know, hell stuck like glue, so familiar ”.

The elemental truth of every excuse is: “I WANT, I WON’T, AND I WILL.”  Not based upon truth, not accepting of reality and the limits it does impose, and without concern for any other but self.  The composition then, of humanity is: “I don’t share/ I won’t care/ and I will learn to hate, because the others made me do it.”  But are you not an equal responsibility, an equal failure; when you turn to do what the others do that caused you too, to fail! Indeed you are.
What is necessary to learn in this day is, “playtime is over”/ you have to grow up now, and stop playing the child. One of the simple truths in that statement is the reality:   when nature decides it is time for this body to die/ then it is not rationing healthcare, it is obeying the truth; survival does belong to the fittest.  Growing up means: this is not a death sentence, because growing up requires you to accept the limits of life, and deal with that reality; like it or not.  The issue of death in regards to healthcare is very simple: you will choose by vote, as a majority how much you will pay, and for what; no exceptions.  When you run out of money, the body dies; because sacrificing the healthy is insane.  The fantasy and delusion/ the lies and theft shall stop.   This is applied up to the point of “retirement”/ beyond that point, is another entirely different vote; STRICTLY made by the retired for themselves.  The nation says, “so much we will give to you”/ from there, the old shall choose for themselves, granting no less than a minimum to each one.  If you ever become “wealthy” again, you can increase the amounts, its entirely up to you: ONLY THE LIES are removed/ the rest is up to you.

As to our reality in this day, there is a long list of excuses; centered around fear.  We cannot defeat them unless we remove the fears.  That means being pushed out of your comfort zone, and recognizing life is choice we make/ death is a choice that you made in the past/ and the future is a choice either for life, or against.  I am aware, the vast majority are pushed by their existence/ pushed by their peers/ pushed by need, desire, family, and a variety of sources to do everything you can for this moment; and leave the future to itself.  “Nature does the future”/ but that has ended, with unending want and billions of people all trying to accumulate everything they can. When did you last put something truly back for nature?  Is this not even worse than most bank accounts; debts everywhere. Truly little or nothing has been returned, or cared for, or respected, or honored; all is nothing more than “money”/ and you chose, to spend everything you had because of fear. That is your excuse/ and it will be used no more.
There are excuses regarding Afghanistan; chasing the taliban over every rocky road is idiocy. The law builds nations.  But if you want to bring the insurgency to you: move all the women of that nation to the best lands, most easily worked fields, and commerce points so that they can be protected as easily as possible.  Don’t take no for an answer. 

Demanding: either the men who wish to join them shall remove those men who are the enemy of women/ who abused/ raped/ and subjected them to power or pride or religion:   or you shall not join them again.  Let the women choose for themselves, if this is what they will do. Let them speak to the men as a group; establishing a list, of what men must do.  When separated from women who provide “the tempering or softening or reward of men”.  The men will then turn upon themselves/ or come war with you; as an army.  More likely, they will war among themselves/ or make raids; and you will kill them without mercy.  If you are ready, correctly prepared; the battles will soon be over.  It is important for life, that you do not abandon these women,. over to the hate they have endured.  If you do this/ tragedy will come upon you too.  If you give the women peace, then this nation will find its law and its peace; and you will also reap rewards as well.

The question of Africa understands that the desolation and disaster of too many people for the environment that is their  habitat/ requires two things.  The first is significant improvements in the way they produce food, water, and sanitary. The second is, a means for the weak to defend themselves from the brutal. You have overlooked a primary weapon for defense of the masses against the few: the use of “smells which will induce vomiting and other consequences” can be hurled by the people or used effectively in other ways to stop those with guns/ make them vulnerable to an offensive with clubs, or just take the guns away; and shoot those who are egregious:   when you know, “this one is responsible for terrible deeds”, a court is unnecessary. There are chemicals that make the skin itch for weeks, and other realities that work very well at stopping a violent person. It is not murder, to murder the murderer; self defense is not murder/ hate has no value to life: be correct.  If you can make an attacker sick/ you will not be raped, and you will have your own opportunity to attack. Where it is necessary.  Let only women be in charge of “any foreign aid”/ build them a wall (simple large latch together panels are quick/ cheap/ and effective: to control the city inside.  Give them guns, but insist no woman/ girl shall be left outside; give them assistance from the air, let them be prepared:  and if they call for an attack on those attacking their city; kill the attackers.   See to it, the availability of gas masks is kept to none.  The functional blueprint is: if you provide the women with food, water, and shelter/ they will be able to stay within the walls.  That means, the men outside will have very little as time goes by; that means they must attack or bargain, so the wall needs a six foot high mound of dirt inside. The women are to each wear chemicals that can be easily and quickly released to warn the others and stop an intruder.  When you have them “protected” from the men, who hate/ they will make preparations for business and government inside.  When they prove “this can be done”;    It is time to help them do so. Let the men divide/ let the women accept only those without hate; and let hate die; if there are women who wish to join them/ let it be so.  Again, he or she who controls the ammunition/ controls the weapon.  The fundamental at work here is very simple: the men who do, will, or would accept, love, and defend women will find themselves REQUIRED to separate themselves from those who rape, hate, or destroy women.  Instead of letting women be targeted individually; when all together/ and carefully sustained so that it is the men who can be targeted: the opportunity to identify those who hate, from those who love will increase. The value of women to men will also increase, because the recognition of what life is like without women will become plain and simple; thereby demanding a choice shall be made by the men.  Because sooner or later, the men who hate will attack.  If women can make them instantly sick/ the weapons will be left behind; pick them up.  If men are aggressive/ the men who do not hate will act, because when the last alarm sounds; the value of women to these men will be known. Never underestimate the value of a rock.  Stop any “machine weapon” prior to getting close if you can.  Let the women of this world insist, their men/ or themselves:   shall in fact provide protection for these women in places that have proven to be: in NEED of their help.  The demand of women here is to be:   either create a safe world for us/ a world of peace and happiness for us; or never see, feel, or touch us again.  
As to many other excuses, it is not what “the leaders or smart people promise” that should be listened to:   but what they can prove as fact/ by the evidence of reality.  NOT “One tiny little triumph”/ but the cost of all the failures that came before.  The potential cost of current failures in energy, life, hope, and future.  NOT, “the illusion of we can”/ but the reality of what happens when or if you are wrong. The future depends upon nature, life, energy and disciplines; every single need is threatened/ attacked/ mutilated/ or IS being destroyed.  IF I WERE YOU, I would not be listening to ANY claim or proof:   until every single aspect of every single potential risk was critically assessed and deliberately chosen by all the people REMEMBERING    LIFE MUST BE FIRST/ not individually, but LIFE ON EARTH.

As to countless other excuses and claims;   one is that natural gas is “great/ solve every problem”.  But that claim does not include all the water lost in production of natural gas wells/ does not include, the reason it is more environmentally friendly as to pollutants is: it burns twice the oxygen of other fuels.  And we need water & oxygen too.  Believe it or not/ in a world of 7 billion people, these are becoming critical issues as well.  THERE ARE NO real excuses NOT to insulate everything as best as we can.  There are NO real excuses NOT to create penalties and incentives for keeping people close to their work. There are NO real excuses for NOT doing a better job of public transportation; an entire world of people “are wishing for a car”. And so on. No excuse for not recycling everything. No excuse consumption that does not need to exist; a long list.

The absolute disgrace, that is government, media, and leaders of society in this healthcare crisis is utterly without honor.  The simple fact is: healthcare costs TOO MUCH, because the medical business in america: EXTORTS, CONTROLS THE COMPETITION, and MONOPOLIZES LIFE IN AMERICA.  And your leaders are scared to death, they might be isolated and left out if they need healthcare/ or are simply bribed, and told to be quiet.  “Lots of money you know”/ a perfect environment for taking everything, price too high, to say no.  As with all business or people: someone will say: you are a fool, not to take all you can get/ and insurance meant all but a few demanded the most expensive care; because they didn’t have to pay.  Welcome to the result.   The answer is: medical business WILL stop extorting/ WILL stop taking more than is fair/ WILL end this monopoly;  and the people will be fair.  Simple as that/ stop making excuses.  Stop being insane “little girls”, frightened to death, going to be left out.  And work for life instead. It is also necessary to grow up, and understand doctors and medicine is not by any means “perfect”.  Playing with chemicals in the body, even if they do not seem to harm; IS A VERY risky business for you the patient. Being wrong has risk as well/ which is why we must have clear, concise, and literal records of healthcare available to the public:   so that we know, the end result of all these drugs, hospitals, doctors, etc OURSELVES.  No more hiding/ everything in plain, simple, and easy view for the common person.

Just for clarity, this nation exists because of genocide/ the europeans had guns. Simple as that/ after they made the excuse “the red man is not worthy of respect” the rest is history. As to the following in terms of wealth created: world war 2 made this nation wealthy/ because of all the natural resources here, and all the damage done elsewhere in the world. Had little to do with government, except “don’t get in my way”. Although it is necessary to state, the infrastructure projects due to the great depression were required for both to succeed. This reality had extremely little to do with university, and still does not; “toys, are not wealth/ they are distractions”.  People make work/ work makes money as an exchange; the rich, have nothing to do with it/ apart from controlling your own destructive behaviors.  Choose better. Making it bigger, does not equate to better/ it just means less options, and more threat. Making more destructive weapons to end life on earth does NOT equal peace/ it just means the day will come “when none are alive”. Resources equal wealth, it is that simple/ the failure of resources equals poverty, that too, is quite simple. You are throwing everything away just as fast as you can/ so then how smart are you?  Free enterprise without limits, as is the evidence of this day clearly, “just makes the rich richer/ until their greed causes an entire economy to fail”.  Then they make slaves, and civil war arises.  Equal opportunity and justice requires limiting those who worship greed/ to step aside or teach, literally making competition for yourself to get more.  In that way, the doors for all people open,  for more to experience their hopes and dreams.  The tragedy that is “the smart people (university diploma) know better”/ has been proven a horrible reality.  Take a look in the USA, where diplomas control nearly everything: they have  proven failure is true in this country, where liars (over hundred trillion in debt/ and media still lead you with “just the federal debt”; thereby hiding the truth), fools (how absolutely blind do you have to be, not to understand, IF WE CANNOT CONTROL FUSION/ then it will burn us alive; but they refuse to listen. Deluded into thinking they are gods), thieves (currently your money as federal debt; is loaned to the very rich/ so they can buy all the property they caused foreclosure on;   leaving you without anything in just 3 more years), male prostitutes in government (do anything for a bribe/ how do you think derivatives and absolutely no restrictions on the gambling/ or selling of american business; came to be), and failures (with “a thousand threats” most of which will cause extinction, facing us/ none will surrender their insanity long enough to choose life first/ they hide in their pride);   have led by fantasy and delusion (they care about money, NOT life, as is evident in reality)/ disgracing (they stole the constitutional guarantee redress for grievances of the people, and laugh at you), humiliating (the world shall know, you are bankrupt, stupid, and very dangerous), and disrespecting (nothing matters “but me”) this nation called    WE THE PEOPLE.  Time to take it back, with redress of grievances/ the trial is prepared www.justtalking2.info , and the only way you get justice and a future back, is to endure the poverty you chose, and the work absolutely necessary to survive.  Don’t expect help from the old, they cannot afford to lose/ DON’T want to return any of the stolen (from the children)  property or life.  Do you want to return your work for nothing/ just because your leaders stole, lied, cheated, and failed to insist we must pay our own debts? No, you would be the same/ and yes the university graduate elderly, in particular:  have taken too much; simple as that.  Make a decision/ because if you don’t defend your life, nature, and this world;  you will face extinction within thirty years and probably much less.

The illusion of being wealthy (got slaves/ can take anything I want, from them all);   is “a bastard’s dream”; because the reality of money is very simply: my time and energy traded for your time and energy; plus the resources necessary for the work.  When anyone gets more/ it literally means more people than one get less.  Some deserve more (some deserve less)/ but there is a limit; where justice, equality, and fair play live with life.  The critical reality of “rich people” is the very simple consequence of poor people who want MORE so desperately that they will do anything for it/ that causes trouble for the rest; and the rich man is used to stomp on everyone so that only they can be accused of taking everything, making the rest “more equal”/ thereby more content.  IF you treat everyone fairly, there will be less strife caused by those who want more.  If you allow for honest rewards for greater effort or risk, the vast majority will be happy; and the need for a rich one to control you, and abuse or use you will be over. It is, that simple; once you control the natural resources, as a nation/ and understand to have a future in peace and security; life must be first/ not money. The children must be taught about life, so they cannot be trapped and enslaved as is today. Nature must be respected. And the gambling with everything important must end.  You can play gamble if you wish; BUT NOT real gambling, particularly with every life on earth.  The only debt allowed, proves “this is a good or useful decision for all concerned”/ because it makes “money”. There is no debt for gambling or trinkets, only housing, work, or true life needs. As is constant in history, there will always be those who tempt you, “lets be rich”/ but it always ends in defeat.  Because the end result of lets all be rich is: someone is not going to get paid. Making money means, “I don’t have to work”/ but when its only numbers that are given:   this translates into, these others must now work twice as hard, for very little.  When too many people no longer work, and too many people are sacrificing their lives as slaves:   it all falls apart.  As is today. Money is a human life, either respected with honesty/ or as is today, a human life sacrificed so you “can be free/ because they are slaves”. A number is nothing more than what society is willing to believe.  When belief fails, because not enough work anymore; society collapses upon itself. Because you didn’t care enough, to share. You deserve the depression that awaits you, the hell that sits immediately behind it.  Because so many did not care about anything but money; wanted slaves/ and everything MORE than all the rest.  But it is my wish, that you will not receive what you are owed; because the heartbreak will be too severe.  If you stop, accept the truth: we must begin again/ and work, there will be rewards for life.  But, NOT for greed, or selfishness, or hate. The illusion of debt, must end.  The reality of truth must replace it, with a clear preference to those who have literally “DONE THE WORK”, to keep us alive.  The people who pay for everything with their lives, “the slaves are first”.  Beyond that, the rest get to fight/ the “rich” are last.  This is a nation of WE THE PEOPLE, and we can choose what we need to do, to survive or retain control over our lives/ BUT AS FAIR, as it is possible to do.

Everyone runs away from the critical questions of;   “this will/ these threats can, become bad quickly/ it must stop now”!  But currently:  Instead of working for life while you can, all proclaim “it can’t be/ that’s all/ it just can’t be”.  So they hide in anything that can be found.  I have news, not only can the loss of food and water come quickly/ the reality of theft, cheating, and lies: “just in money” can turn this earth into a battleground very fast.  Once you add in thirst, and starvation, you get war.  Once all understand the ocean life will never come back, and we cannot survive without it (because of food needs); this entire planet goes insane.  These are not little issues/ they are real life drama’s .  “Coming to your little town or big city”.  There is no escaping reality & this is NOT a game.  The endless fantasy and delusion of the university, their stories, their religions, and their failures ARE ENDING; collapsing because the lies support no truth that is important. Their fantasy of superiority clearly identified as a delusion.  Today reality will establish the demand:   truth shall survive, therefore we must be true to life, and accept its price/ even if that truth is no life on earth will remain, if you do not change.  Either you take this opportunity in changing from failure and delusion/ TO ACCEPT TRUTH AND REALITY, consequently working for life, NOT money or the dysentery it causes.  Or you will fail so fundamentally, that no life survives/ neither yours, nor your family either; there is no place to hide/ you cannot run away.  It is a terrible price to pay for your pride.  THINK ABOUT IT. YOU CAN, understand this is true/ this is your last chance to change; if you simply consider beyond all the other threats (even if they did not exist): the threat of over population means at some point nature will fail to produce enough to feed us all.  That means, we cannot survive/ that means, we will fight to survive/ that means unless “tremendous numbers of humanity are removed” there is no hope for life on earth/ that means war, and the reality of disease from all the dead bodies, and more damage than nature can survive; “so war was pointless, and stupid besides”. Search the future, and you will find these things. Grow up, because it is absolutely necessary.

  Life is not a mathematical problem; math is used to manipulate and control.  Life is a creation of freedom and motion, established and created by truth and energy; the failure of either/ brings you death. And liars have you surrounded in each one.  Break out of your stupidity, and wake up.  But if you insist on using math, at least begin with the numbers of this government and apply them to the truth.  One trillion dollars = 50 million workers times $20,000.00.  Not only is that useful for debt calculations/ it is useful to assign the claim on an economy “lets say 12 trillion dollars today”: as a lie, considering that requires every single worker to create $240,000.00 of goods or services in a year. 100 trillion dollars of debt, from all categories= 50 million workers x $2 million dollars each (the end of 2007).  Or the claim of this USA as 120 trillion dollars of assets [US federalreserve.gov/ flow of funds; but they closed the site to information/ so no use going anymore; an extrapolated number]= 300 million people x $400,000.00 per each of 300 million citizens (you got yours?).  But do understand this, while over population is a number that represents tragedy; the reality is more simply, if we respect nature honorably/ nature has literally brought us all, this far.  Nature therefore knows better, than man or woman.  But we must know better for ourselves, what we must do for life; it is not a number that makes us over populated/ but a reality, by its truth.

As to me, I am again compelled to write; that my life has changed.  What is male has been lost, or stolen, or something. I am left with a body that is half male and half female; owned by female, or more correctly the essence of female.  I too, was arrogant or blind when approaching the question of whether to “open this spiritual door called woman”/ believing that as a man I could understand, believing I would not be defeated; but failing to grasp, very simply “different IS different”.  And as a consequence I have not been able to understand; leaving me trapped somewhere between being male or female. The information needed for the sake of life on earth, has been sufficiently found; you have your chance.  But I have lost my identity as male/  cannot rebuild it, it is too contaminated with “female”; the spiritual parts and pieces are broken.  Don’t know how to build a female/ don’t wish to become “female”/ and cannot be female because “ necessary parts and pieces are missing”.  Add to that, the spiritual woman now tells me, she is going to teach me “how to be a girl to women”.  My instant reaction is NO, I don’t want to; but I have lost control.  Its not that I don’t think women are equal, I do.  In my whole life, there has simply never been an instant when man was not enough or desirable; etc.  But, I am about, “to fade away” my whole identity has been male, without the slightest room for doubt; and that has changed to whatever it is “spiritual woman will make of me”.  Can’t stop it/ but I can feel it.     You must change to survive.   But I am changing from the need to make you understand this fact/ without causing war.  I don’t know how it ends. Already so far beyond anything expected, you just can’t imagine.  Regardless of that, I tell you true things are going to change for us all; the question of life or death for this earth, a decision that YOU are going to make. The question of male or female or whatever is in-between, in me; it is a reality I must endure.

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As to spiritual realities, and those people who cannot believe in anything but themselves or hate.  The simple explanation is: where there is life, there is spirit.  Because life is not simply body, or the body would not die.  Life is not a mind or its relationship with body, because the mind dies too.  Instead the essence of why we live, as time dictated by a body; is the result of a relationship with learning, that we need to conceive of eternity.  Don’t believe in eternity?  Then ask yourself, “why it is said, there are no atheists on the battlefield, when death is all around”.  The answer is: the soldier understands the consequences of being wrong.

My own saga continues with the spiritual woman who has become a distinct participant in my life.  With clarity and certainty, I am now told:   as has happened to so many women over time, taken by men for prostitution/ just because they could.  I will now be given in the same way to women, just because she can.  It is an understanding of women I never considered, a reality completely “un-imagined” as possible/ and still find it hard to believe this could happen to me. Surely there is some “better use” for my life or body than that/ but I clearly know, the very same is true about every woman tragically consumed by men. Shame and disgrace, on those men/ not all men.  Even so, honestly it is a cause to consider tears. It is a reality that is worrisome, even though I have never worried. It does make me search for “an exit”/ but there is none, unless it is actually becoming a woman for real; and I have to surrender absolutely everything to do so.  Not ready for that.  It does confront me with the tragedy, that is the life of women who are so treated/ the very many lives of women who have suffered terribly, at the hands of men throughout history. Even so, the future for women will be far worse/ for the majority, not the minority;   UNLESS there is critical change;   because we are surrounded by threats, which will become even more, than we can survive.

As is true of every other web site provided by me alone (all I have done)/ this web site, its materials or words, everything is entirely free to use in any way you see fit. Take it to your own site, use it, abuse it whatever you do is up to you/ although I do say to you, we are responsible for what we do as life in time.  The purpose here, is to expand the message: we must change, or death is inevitable, and soon.  NOT panic, because we still are able to change and survive/ but clearly NOT continue in the herds of today.  The reason history repeats itself, is because people prefer “herds” rather than individuality/ they prefer to be told what to do, than invest themselves in critical learning and wisdom so that they may understand, why or what must be done.  Consequently, these things are reduced here to reading it, or telling another of what you have read; so that no excuse remains.  You are given your opportunity for life through change, under the influences of truth and reality.  If you still refuse, time will be short.   Not a warning from me/ but from the evidence which surrounds you.  Investigate, examine, and decide according to your own truth.
Make a decision/ and stop the descent into Hell (human insanity, we now know; we are going to die & can’t stop it), Armageddon (nature mutilated beyond disciplines/ an absolute crisis of horrific reality, the end of body as we know it), or Hades (they built a lake of fire to consume this earth, and more). This is not said to frighten you; it is a reality based upon the choices we make.
Life is a decision/ make yours.

I am considering stopping the writing again, except for lawsuits (the IRS has still not accepted my demand to take me to court)/ time will tell. I CANNOT save you/ it is something you must do for yourselves;  because it is people who must change inside, for life first, on earth.  YOU must use the material, YOU must support the work with your time, YOU must decide if these things are worth your life.  YOU must create what comes next!  I am not allowed, by the spirit inside of me; you would not understand, even if I explained it further.  Not your savior/ a messenger given the job of presenting you, with your need to change, because the direction men chose is extinction. I have done my work in this.  It is literally now your turn to do the same.  As best YOU can.