Looking for life, in human existence

What is the treasury, the very core of a value so real and so true, it is literally the fountain that gives us the desire to survive.
We get up in the morning, if for no other reason than the body makes us.  We sleep at night, if for no other reason the body makes us, or the mind simply fails to continue on.  We live, we breathe, we search, and we hope because in the end reality of existence, there must be something of value that defines our need, and our desire to remain alive.  If not, then why continue?  It is easier to simply die.
Therefore even though our bodies sustain us automatically, with minimal efforts on our part/ or extreme efforts when required: “the will” to live is centered in the value we have chosen to sustain as “our treasure”, our acceptance of life because this exists for us, or we hope to cherish it again.  The question extends to every living thing, that has understanding of the difference between life, or death.  And submits, are not all living things the same in this “breathe of life”/ regardless of the differences? 
So then the question is really, WHAT HAS VALUE?  The kind of value, that will never be sold, never be disrespected, or disgraced. 

Hard to imagine something so “critically treasured” can actually exist in humanity; given the truth of what humanity does, did, wants, and sacrifices to hate.  But something does exist, or there can be no real love/ only hate.  Because without love itself, there is no purpose that lets life survive in truth.  We need hope, we need love, we need respect, & we need desire to establish heart, and find soul therefrom.  Hate only forms violence, and its derivatives/ culminating in murder, even if that murder is only you.  Nothing here.
We DO have to admit as a humanity together, love is not enough for most/ because they surrender it, sell it, trade it, disrespect it, devour and consume it, violate it, rape, ravage, destroy, disgrace, disease, and want it for all the wrong reasons, including lust (the intent to discard the living, and use the body). So then if love is not “treasure enough”/ what possible reality could exist to make life worth living. 
The answer is    GOD   our Creator.    Not because this is the easy solution, “a few words/ a little religion and go on; who cares”.  But OUR REALITY          As    Creatures created/ thereby     A GOD    Who did care for us.  Because we do have the body and mind to prove CREATION, and a world of literal miracles (we CAN’T DO this) to back it up.

The question “what came first, the chicken or the egg”/ is again reviewed as a reality of thought.  Or more simply, it is not the chicken or egg that came first, but the knowledge, understanding and wisdom that allowed thought to participate in the creation of life.  Without thought there is no creation/ without thought, there is no life.  Consequently, we begin to understand, that thought is a treasury of truth, wherein it is real and formed through the introduction of life itself/ NOT LIES but life itself.  In the honesty of love, our reality is treasured by the truth that we must comprehend that love, before we can experience it.  In fact we must comprehend ourselves as an identity separated from others, to be “myself”/ so that we can begin the journey to experience who we are, as life itself, that we may then accept and cherish love as a direct participant in that journey, and a direction enabled by the destiny we have learned to respect, appreciate, and conceive of as the love of another living existence sharing my world.
Hate learns nothing  but jealousy, and revenge; because they would not accept truth or thought as more important than themselves.                                                                

The question most clear, is then what is thought itself? The secondary element, how can it become so corrupted by life as a human being?
The answer is divided by dimensional capabilities of influence.  Some fundamentals allow for even extreme lateral understanding/ while others allow for vertical travel.  Both are necessary to assemble the variations created that then become our connection with living known as thought. If you do not ascend beyond the development of understanding with wisdom/ then you will corrupt that knowledge or have with hate, because once you have learned how to manipulate truth through understanding it, the will to participate in life will send you either toward more wisdom, understanding, and thought/ or less, as will then become hate itself ( a descent from love).

Love is, the assembly of desire, through the knowledge, that I have shared the experience of existence, and may now express the relationship of my life to another, in decisions that join our lives together, because that is “our choice/ my acceptance of a journey created together as one life; instead of two”.  Both must accept this same decision/ this same or similar journey as one; or love will not survive.  Love is an “emblem of unity”, a design of the heart when building a home/ love is the essence or passion of a moment treasured, a lifetime assembled into the rise and fall of what will be our ability to share the treasury of our worlds united.  Love is a miracle combined within the identity of two distinct environments, that lets “heart” grow.  Heart then becomes the home we keep within ourselves as proof, “we were/ I am loved”.  Soul, the treasury of life created by love itself, is our relationship with    GOD.  When you accept that truth, the door opens to a new and different world, beyond yourself.
Thereby we learn, that love is a passage between lives, a development created by the transition from thought, into the reality of heart, a place where love is protected/ and soul, where love itself is our decision to accept    GOD   not only loves us, but we love/ I love    HIM too. 
So then the question of treasuries and desire, comes from the meanings we translate, where miracles are assembled to give rise through hope and love, to destinies we cannot even comprehend, because eternity is not of time; and yet that is who we are.  The question, what is the measure of a moment?  Is answered by the simple truth:   what do you truly value, now that you exist. 

The treasury of spirit is truth/ the value of spirit is a passage between life and thought.  But there is no allowance for corruption in spirit, no value given for what is not “pure of heart”.  The consequence to me, by my need to understand what is “the female way”/ because man is abandoned; we do stand at the edge of extinction, and this is the best men did do.   Has been, “I am not allowed to learn as a man”.  What is woman, must be pure; the only method of learning is to live by the ways, the truth, and the heart that is female and life. Consequently I am captured by the truth, “not pure, as female/ don’t belong”.  But instead of being thrown out, or killed because I do not belong:   I have become a tool for learning how best to understand man, for women.  To work for them here in time, for the development of RESPECT FOR ALL WOMEN.  I am owned, unless I can become female in truth.  It is a spiritual reality, I cannot overcome.  Forever a toy, a tool, or a woman/ so says the spiritual truth (woman) of this place in eternity and time, called life itself.   The two meet, only in soul/ only by the purity of heart required to survive. Love is a treasury of hope, the passage between male and female, that belongs to neither; instead it is a door only opened by   GOD.   Certainly not me, what is or is not to be;   is about your lives here in time/ not about mine.  My life, is about     Soul.   My eternity “a gift returned” to be whatever I can be, of value to    GOD.   Believe it or not.
The hope, value, love, life, respect, honesty, and honor is the same for male or female.  Every life must have a value assigned within itself, or it fails to remain alive.  Every hope a destiny portrayed by the passion of a journey that is worth your existence, to you.   Including you, the purpose of all time is the creation of love, but you are its creator, within yourself.  Be aware “time does run out”.   Find your heart and soul, it is “the work, of being human”/ the cause and consequence of life itself.

You have been informed of everything you need.  The work of establishing a lawsuit, so that you can claim your own Democracy as a nation/ and not remain as slaves: the demand that will come, is done.  The opportunities and warnings necessary for you to understand and survive are here.  The decision that applies to every life on earth, is both critically and fundamentally yours, through the law.  The fact that all these threats determine the truth, that this is a trial establishing life or death for a world/ explains to me, “this must be, a message from   GOD” .  Particularly, as I have had access to an education far beyond the norm.  Consequently none, can say I have not done enough.  I will continue with the lawsuit above;  (appeals, if necessary/ supreme court if I deem it wise) that are necessary.  Simply because they are the keys to your survival as both a nation and a world.  But my soul says, I have done enough; “the message is delivered”, and you literally have the right, the means, and the opportunity to change and keep this world alive if you so choose.  
What is woman in me agrees, “this message is delivered”/ and I need not be further involved with it, beyond the tiny matter of a courtroom to establish your decision.  I am NOT your leader/ NOT your savior/ NOT your enemy, or even acting specifically as a friend: rather I delivered to you, what has been taught to me, by the evidence that you must know to survive, and even thrive.  It is YOUR WORK to enhance that opportunity and turn it into a future, rather than the curse it truly is today.  You will do the work, or you will die because you didn’t care enough.  Go to court, investigate, examine, and decide by the evidence/ but stop all the threats during that time taken, or you may end even though you began.

My life has changed, even my mind begins to change dramatically; instead of a war to make you understand (strictly male, that would have ended with war across the world)/ and then a legal battle to give you the opportunity for change ( a gift to you, from the spiritual woman)/ and now, the end of that and a new beginning is emerging without the slightest concern for your need to change.  It is your decision, not mine/ and that leaves me free.  Because you know this is true. The consequence of hate invading; is something we both will  have to deal with, as best we can.  They cannot win/ unless you simply surrender, or don’t care.  Simple as that.
I have created “this little news source”/ as a blessing to those who will use it to arm themselves with information regarding the need to fight for our world.  But now it is literally up to you to fight for your world, as my part is over/ or almost so.
The building of a new world, by the understanding of women is critical to the creation of a future we can all survive.  That cannot simply be dismissed, we need it for life.  But if women “need, nor want me not”, then life or death will come; and I having spent my entire life on this work, will attempt to find something else to do.  Not my work to help, simply my desire because it is so important to do.  Not really “qualified”, but not without some value either.  Oddly enough, there are actually aspects of being male that I now find strange.  Really you can’t imagine. Different.