A return, to the first 4 partitions (bowls), in Revelation 17

 I do NOT spend time, reading Revelations, or for that matter the bible itself.  Rather on occasion, I am instructed spiritually, to open the bible and understand.   More simply, a momentary “need to read” occurs, and I search for the meaning created by that text, for life.
For you to understand, even the possibilities; it is necessary for you to accept:   that every truth that can build, is a spiritual environment.  That means, if you enter within the essence of a well defined truth, that exists in support of life (thereby builds for life)/ it is possible to pass beyond the boundary that time implies, and enter within that very truth itself, to understand and experience these definitions of life.  It also means, that the spirit who owns this environment, has a right “to build” within you. Having entered within the spiritual environment, that is the essence of women; the reality of “building as woman designs”, has occurred in me. Spiritual means, an absolute truth, a foundation of life itself, that then shares our existence/ because we do not exist without its presence.  A bit like the heart in man/ you need it.  Spiritual means: if in us, as a presence of life/ then a participant we can join: if truth itself, is built in you.  Every truth that is a foundation of life, participates within “this family”.  Consequently, IF you become true to life within yourself as an existence/ an identity distinguishable because of truth: then life holds the door for you to experience beyond time itself. Time is merely a boundary, life is a journey created by truth; and truth itself,  “never changes”.  Therefore even though time ends, truth does not as its essence and core.


There is nothing spiritual about hate/ evil/ or such descriptions as these: because they cannot build, but survive only by the destruction of what does.  You cannot enter therein/ but if you pass by the barriers of life in love; these things can influence how you die.  Ghosts (the illusion of a life, that failed, but is not yet entirely consumed) have no power, no rights, and no options;   somewhat different than fantasy, these things are to be ignored;   because they are worthless to you.

Elemental prophecy is a process of altering life, to walk between the barriers that divide the distance between life and death. Prophecy means, “to look into the future”/ thereby the barrier called time is divisible by understanding the environments that truth will build.  Truth is an alternate of time, as it exists, with or without the element of any action or reaction: what is true, simply exists/ time cannot change it!  Therefore we look to what is true, to understand the future it can create.  We enter these environments in a somewhat similar context “to ghosts”/ because every spiritual truth has control, contains all the rights; and until you can participate as an equal understanding within that truth, the spirit inside owns every option that is the existence of your life.  Just how it is.  Because you will NOT corrupt a spiritual truth, if you give cause/ THEN you are an enemy, and life will reject you. Never enter this world/ unless you can accept these terms.


So we begin in a more clear understanding of what female truth has chosen/ but what the male writer of this prophecy chose to corrupt, in time. Was allowed to refuse, and write down/ because men will be attempting to take possession of the outcome, even though it is women who are working for life on earth.  If they succeed/ then the ending of revelation 17 and its prophecy over the “woman” involved, will come true.  If so, even though “just a sign”/ it is a horrific sign of hell and Armageddon overtaking this earth:   everything coming as promised by the curses of men, and if any survive, it will be few. 
The single angel, a “truth not called a foundation of life/ but a participant in the value of living, begins the prophecy with “7 bowls”:   this is different than the previous angels in the preceding chapters who each had one bowl.  The difference is, that male spirit controlled those curses over life on earth.  This is a female spirit, who offers a different solution; with everything tied up into one experience to show life on earth GOD   OWNS OUR LIVES.   Human arrogance and pride is such, that only extreme realities are heard. So this is an alternative to the chapters which precede it, a different way as designed by female truth leading life on earth/ instead of male truth, and its destruction of all life.


Prostitute means: one who traded their bodies and life, for something immediate, and without the benefit or work, of “building a future” that would be desired. Prostitute means: to sell the gift of your body, the consequences to your mind; for what can never be a happy ending for yourself.  Verse two, the world joined “the great prostitute” here, and became drunken fools.   Below are the words “mystery, babylon the great/ mother of prostitutes, and of abominations of this earth”.  Which means: it is not a woman, but a nation this describes/ that nation is America.  So then this prophecy is primarily directed at America; and occurs in the day just prior to the descriptions of Revelation 18 against america.  But, for clarity Revelations 18 depends upon the ending of Revelation 17 and what happens to the woman at its beginning.


The angel (truth describing a barren place/ where only spirit can see)  of verse 3 reveals a woman (not a prostitute/ but a woman) on a scarlet (or blood red/ a color designating this is serious) beast.  A beast is always “an animal” that cannot or does not use an ability to think/ but acts or reacts in ways that require minimal thought; commonly much of its purpose and desire is for simple physical sex.  The blasphemous names represent hatred and disrespect for these actions.  The seven heads represent seven different descriptions of women in their sexual desires.  The ten horns, represents the intensity and passions of the various levels of sexual desire in each of the seven heads.  The “woman” sitting on the beast:   unable to get off/ must accept the ride.  She is dressed in purple (a color designated to royalty in this historic time) and scarlet (very serious for her too):   was glittering with gold, precious stones, and pearls.  Simply, she has brought with her, good things considered to be of value and desire.  She holds a golden cup in her hand and someone else has filled it with “abominable things, and the filth of adulteries” according to the writer.  But what he describes is sexual realities; created by women critically describing all the tragedy that women have endured at the hands of men throughout history.  This is a lesson to men, about how they have wronged women/ by allowing them to see the damage they have caused. By seeing “this woman/ that is me” endure what no one should ever had to endure.  These are the descriptions of men over women/ redone as the descriptions of women, over a single man; and he has absolutely no control or say; but is completely dependent upon mercy as have so many women been throughout history under the control of men.  The purpose is to teach men, the tragedy of their ways/ and demand they will stop.  In the end the body of male is lost, if it comes to fruition.  And is then replaced by the price of acceptance here: with the cost of what women have paid.  The body of woman replaces the body of male; as a clear sign and guarantee women will rule this earth from now on.
There is then a short pause, and verse 6 another partition comes.  Its translation is: that this “new woman” is now lusted for by very many men; even those whose lives were given to JESUS.  And the women of this world must protect her, or tragedy for all will come: the men want her too much. But she is not for them. 
The next partition is verse 7:   it is the time of women to lead men/ the time when women investigate, examine, define, and describe the many tragedies that men have caused.  Their consequences which threaten all life on earth.  There are two sexual beasts written of here. The first destroys itself, and women are renewed for the battle with men over life on earth. The second comes after the understanding that this is indeed a battle for life or death for this world/ and sexual battles will come with men; to determine who will rule.
The rest remains the same, as previously interpreted.  This is the prophecy as the spirit of life defines it in me.  It is not my prophecy, it is merely the prophecy interpreted, when asked to do so.  It is however, the best possible interpretation of Revelations, as it now by-passes the previous curses, and orders them into one single chapter, with an entirely different potential  outcome.


As to me, my whole experience as body can now be made to feel and believe it is woman/ even though inside, I live as male and am required to endure whatever is done to me, without a single right, option, or control.  Just how it is.  No longer strange, but entirely different in more ways than I can honestly describe.  You can’t imagine, unless you are female. If male, you simply cannot understand. Even then, what is male, female would plainly not understand either.  Lost, and without a clue, is my only interpretation.  Life suggests to me, this must be how girls feel, when they have been sold, and are facing a future beyond their control.  But even so, love is still here, not threatened even though in some sense everything else is.


This is not my prophecy, this is however the interpretation given to me, by the female spirit that influences and controls my life.  I cannot do or deny any portion or part/ that is over, it is no longer a choice I can make: my life belongs to her.  I am spiritually inside the environment called woman, and I will never choose to be an enemy. Therefrom she will build, her way; until I do literally understand everything. I cannot refuse, the price is too high, I refuse to be an enemy, or even the slightest possibility of an enemy: I live for truth, love, hope, and life through respect. But I am also man, in ways that have not changed at all: lost in a world completely beyond my control. It is very hard to explain;  I don’t understand the changes that have come/ can’t control the changes that are still occurring/ can’t imagine a future as described: but I can live the reality of change.  I simply cannot define it, describe it, understand it, confront it, or refuse it.  The possibilities of sex with women; the very same, as if I were “a prostitute owned/ as men have done to women throughout history; only without the money. I feel confused, VERY concerned, bordering on emotional, and unable to choose for myself. This is unlike anything I have ever known as male/ that is always, yes or no/live or die or pay the price.  This is I can be used, without my consent, and without my ability to refuse or fight.


  The spiritual woman says: you must not sell me to women/ you must not surrender me to men. Or terrible things will come”.  That is your warning, there will be no other.  I cannot escape my reality, and I know it/ I can feel it in my soul.  It is the same as a girl sold into prostitution only I am sold to women, and I cannot change it. I honestly do feel trapped.  just how it is.  But if women are no better than men over time, then they too abandon life.  This is their chance, to prove what they would do as leaders of this world.  Men took what had great value as women in their lives, and used, abused, and allowed others to rape.  Women are given the same terms, with me.  What you do, or do not do; represents all women everywhere. You are given superior power over me as women over a man.  The question now is: what will you do?  If you leave me alone, hate will come to mutilate or kill me/ and you lose the value I represent to you.  If you protect me not, I will become abused, used, raped, and unable to help; because without caring, love has no outlet.  If you protect me too much, then none will learn whatever it is that the spiritual truth called woman requires of you; and the world ends.  But if you protect me too little, my life will end in your midst/ and it shall be the result of “women”: did not care enough. These are choices, realities of life that require your decision.  If cast off, I will become an easy prey for rape by men.  By choosing women, and declaring I am vulnerable; my time among men is limited/ before tragedy, and violence occur.  If I am lost, to those with power and pride who may or may not try to imprison me; there will be nothing left for you to save.  There will come a day, when you know what man is worth to you/ the only question is:  if I will live or die first.
But you do need to understand, this prophecy is a woman’s way to tell men how wrong they have been/ to show them the tears they have caused. To understand what life could be like, if women were suddenly in charge: IF IT CAN HAPPEN TO ME/ then I tell you for real, it literally can happen to you.  Just the addition of breasts, are literally an amazing change, you cannot imagine looking down and recognizing this “is not man”.  Not “flab and fat/ but for real”.  The purpose being: to ask of all men BE DIFFERENT WITH WOMEN/ and to say to all men who love, that they must “throw away” the men who hate, in the truth they really are not only worthless to society, but is its human tragedy as well.  Because this is a prophecy, it is true that you can choose/ rather than accept its decree.  BUT, If you care nothing for the future/ then the future will abandon you too.  WE MUST do the best we can for life on earth/ anything less will end in terror, horror, and hell.  Investigate, examine, and prove this is not so.  Or accept the need to fight for life, and choose the path you will walk.  This revelation 17 is a prophecy of the bible; the question is then:   can you do better?
The time set aside, as lust in men: is intended to separate out those who cannot control themselves inside; for discipline or measures necessary for peace, harmony, and happiness in life for society, and particularly for women.  Therefore they will learn/ NO MORE HIDING, only truth: either you belong/ or you do not.



The possibilities of a sexual battleground, whereby women can and will control men, because they CAN outlast you/ is a last effort, to aid and care and work for men to come along on this journey back to life on earth.  From all the threats men have created.  To accomplish this, it is necessary to learn what sexual honesty is for me/ what fundamental triggers are involved/ where the limits are/ what happens then/ how to make them lose control, without aggression/ what to do with them, when you are in control: and so on.  The loss of sperm, does have a massive effect on men: LEARN to use it! The reality is: aggression can be defeated/ WITH the loss of strength: “empty him of sperm”/ and you will reduce his strength by 70% or more. He will wait for that strength to come back/ so don’t let him get it back; as is necessary for the situation.  Thereby control of a man is determined by how much sperm you can take/ by whether you can understand the sexual reality of man. This writer lives now “on the outside” as a woman for you/ acting and reacting in ways that allow you to compare everything you do to him with what a woman feels: he has no choice.  But inside he is still man, and must deal with the reality of sex inside, as a man. and when you hear a deep groan/ he has returned to the sexual foundations of man, THEN he WILL reveal the insides of male sexuality: by exactly what happens without the slightest hint of hiding. When you do to him whatever you please.  He is a gift to women, to teach you/ and cannot refuse.   If you fail to teach men, or control them/ you will lose the battle for life in this world.  However;  If women are serious and honest, for the sake of love, accepting respect for   GOD   in their efforts for life first.  Then if men refuse to change/ they will die instead.  No one desires this, but in a reality that is life or death for a planet: the simple truth is, very few men are needed, to keep life alive.
Had women participated at any point along this journey, so that entering within their truth had not been necessary:   I would not be here, at this place.  But they did not/ and I have traded life, what is male, my time and existence here on earth for the single purpose:   how can life be allowed to survive, in this time of critical, extreme, and severe threats on earth?  An answer was NECESSARY: it is women.  Even so, my life is literally given to   GOD / and HE may do with it as    HE PLEASES.  Through spiritual woman is ok with me, life is the important part/ not gender, not the price of survival for life on earth, not “me, as a previous identity”: I can, and I will change as required.  Life is more precious than design or even desire.  Love understands, the rest do not matter.  


It takes courage to live, without fear. The fundamental truth of courage is:   I accept, if today or this moment I must die/ then I will do my best, and believe in miracles. We are born alive without a single cause or effect of our own doing! Our bodies and mind allow for everything we are able to do in time; not because you make them, but because they were so designed to do it.  Therefore when we die, how can any have the right to say:   for nothing/ to nothing/ or without cause.  I will stand with the truth I know; my life is a miracle/ what then can death be, to me?  The answer is:   whatever    GOD    Created it to be! A body is a part of time, and everything of time is destroyed.  Life however, is a relationship with thought, truth, energy, hope, courage, discipline, strength, and the discovery called love; which brings all manner of happiness, joy, and everything good.  Life is not a part of time/ only the body and mind are.  The difference is life can go on, because love builds a journey between time and eternity.  Mercy is required.

I am a passenger here, this is not my doing/ not my design or desire.  This is not my job/ it is not a desire for sex.  I cannot save you; humanity itself must change the way society works, the things you choose as “first”.  In other words, you must choose LIFE FIRST/ not money first, or power, or pride, or selfishness, etc.  I will not be your leader/ only helper to women, if that is their choice.  I am a decision, women are required to make/ with consequences no matter which way they  choose to go. Good, or bad!
Men have had to make a similar decision/ some do well.  Most do not, but believe instead “women are a trophy, a game, a machine to be used for sex, or simply not worth the effort required; for a wide variety of reasons.  The end result is, there are not at this moment in time enough men, willing or able to protect all the women who need them: from other men.  Too aggressive, and hate will “pick on you/ murder/ etc”.  MANY  Women and girls,  are then left alone with hate, abuse, or apathy  to survive if they can. 


The question to women: in a very similar sense, if there is only one to fight about. [a reality clearly mixed as both male and female/ but owned by woman] the intensity could be the very same.  Who then are you/ what is important or why?  This is a fight among women only, a reality of design by the essence of women only, a decision and an outcome dedicated to who women honestly are inside.  “It’s a choice”, and you do not get to pretend.  Either life or death or “terrible things” for me/ because of you.  Either valued or used, abused, or even mutilated and murdered, because you did, or did not care enough! 
This is no game, it is not a trap, it is not religious, but it is a trial: and you will as women of this earth be judged by the outcome.  The question before the court,    GOD MOST HIGH;   is what happens if women do lead?  You are to prove the answer, to yourselves, and to this world.  If you fail to present a clear desire for truth, an intensity for justice that can be measured as fair, if you do not choose “for equal”/ and have no answers based in reality: who will follow you? The answer is none, because you are unworthy.  These are your decisions, as women of this world:  I have no clue/ it is your choice, not mine! The outcome, is an absolute mystery, I will learn as will you, together.  If you fail to protect what has value for life/ then life will fail to protect you as well.  It is a choice!
MAKE YOUR DECISION.




Just so there cannot be any surprises: again, I am 56 years old/ roughly half my teeth are gone, the rest in bad repair/ half bald/ and in less than perfect health. Have tinnitus, a terrible thing/ but better than in the past. Self employed, but have spent nearly all my time on this singular pursuit; life not death for this world. {a decision made, when the Cuban missile crisis occurred. A commitment to   GOD, “if I survive, I will work to remove all these horrible weapons”.  And I have never turned away for long}.  Divorced 35 years or so ago; after two years/ no children: just couldn’t be “normal/ needed to do this work”.    Not financially broke/ but certainly not rich/ that however can change quickly, do to any kind of illness/ or the fact I am in court working against lawyers who unlike thieves who must hide behind the door/ common lawyer fees, are literally stealing out in the open; just lose once. I live poor/ but not poor as “room and board are provided to me”.  Poor does not mean bad, just means accounting for every cost with the determination to make sure its worth the price to me.  I am cheap over all, rarely do I find someone in a situation so critical, the money I can afford will actually matter.  Don’t believe in “non-profit” unless it is proven all salaries provided is equal or less than “an average worker in this USA”.  Cheap, was throwing away several nearly new pants that fit/ because an idiot cut the sewing below the zipper: but after $80.00 worth of pants were in the fire; decided “what am I rich?”  And kept the last one to wear (I work alone nearly always, in isolation usually/ doesn’t matter to me, since nothing “sticks out”).  But NOT recommending it/ my appearance is irrelevant, because no one is allowed close: they could be a target or a threat.  Still waiting for the irs to accept my demand to go to court over what is now an $11,000.00 dispute/ I believe the employees must obey their oath, actually do the job they said they would, and obey the law: to deserve payment. No property, no fancy vehicle, not “pretty”, no position or degree to be envious of/ or trade for wealth. Got breasts at age 52, “you can’t imagine the surprise”; or change these have brought. I can’t explain the difference, because I still cannot comprehend what woman actually means: everything inside says “DIFFERENT”/ but an equal life, JUST DIFFERENT!  As male, you really cannot imagine; different is all I can honestly describe or explain.  I have lived with my parents for the last 25 years or so/ because that allows for the greatest expenditure of time on things that matter most to me. Not religious. Not judgmental.  Instead, have in fact determined for myself: that each and every single one MUST choose their own journey/ MUST make their own decision/ MUST accept their own duty and decision and consequence: it is theirs alone;   not my right to tell you what you can or cannot do or think.  MY RIGHT IS to decide for myself/ MY RIGHT IS to believe in freedom and liberty as a purpose and desire in living. Love belongs, truth is “a home”, RESPECT IS MANDATORY FOR LIFE, pretty much sums it up!  And the needs of another person, their decision whether I believe it is personally “a good idea or not”/ is their own decision to make.  Regardless of morality/ unless it deliberately intends harms to another life; through me ( a big change).  The critical mass of threats to all life, the critical reality of love or loss inside another human being is not mine to decide if this is necessary.  The reality of those, that did not choose to accept this decision as their own/ is less important to me, than those who believe they need. Color does not matter/ although it is ultimately better for society if the various colors choose mates within themselves.  The failure to do that adds competition, in a world that is barely surviving from all the competition it has.  MORE IS NOT, a good thing/ rather the separation of large corporations, into smaller independent businesses is better:   because that removes the major competition from independent life/ “the things we cannot compete against, as individuals”.  Giving humanity back, the decisions for work and community and for life we need.  Thereby ending the main competition with money, and control over the marketplace, by monopolies in this day: with limits, does society a great service, giving individual life an outlet, that can serve to build friendships, honor, opportunities, independence, and freedoms better.  All wanted “a big corporation to pay them”/ instead you live in a world where every promise has failed, or will. Leaving you with nothing, but a debt you did not choose for yourself.
Your turn now, to decide if my lack of qualifications by a university is cause to say: “he is nothing” what can he do.  That answer has already been decided, as the evidence is on the sites I built and paid for.  I can educate you, (IF you stop running away) & I can call for the law to be honored and respected before the people (but only you can enforce it, demanding the law rules over us all).   Knowledge, understanding, wisdom, passion, and more are in view, for you.  But more clearly, it is the law, which has ALL the power and right.  As far as my personal life goes, there is literally nothing I can do outside the courtroom, but get angry; and that is useless. Even so, I no longer care outside the courtroom, because your opportunity for change has been established:   it is “your turn, to demand we will all obey the law, supreme court/ presidents/ attorney general included”.  Your turn to give something of your life, for the sake of this world: no excuses allowed, as the reality of threats does prove. 
Until the possibilities here are discussed as a world/ the threats listed and understood as our potential extinction or even worse, are known.  Whosoever reads, HAS A DUTY to expand this message, for change; while we can.  The day comes, when nothing will make a difference anymore.  Do, what you can do NOW!   WE THE PEOPLE, express a nation/ thereby we experience the reality of what we decide is true;  if we do so together as one.  Either the law rules us all, or anarchy decides.    Choose your future!



As to women, they will choose for themselves/ I can do nothing, every decision has been given to you.  Everything about my previous life, is just “turned upside down” so to speak; I have lost that battle, and the essence of women will decide.  From a life of nearly complete freedom/ I now am controlled.  From a life “entirely male”/ my reality has CHANGED.  There is nothing here about sex to me/ everything is about life or death for a world.  If I were to have chosen sex, it would NEVER have been to “be used”; only love matters when sex is “alive”.  To be alive in sexual love is to understand: this is OUR expression of hope, happiness, respect, belief, and especially trust in each other.  This web page is written;  as if, I stood alone “in a sea of women: as different, and completely vulnerable to women”/ without the slightest opportunity to make any decision for myself.  Would you do that?  The spirit of women makes that decision, I do not/ SHE has become the owner of body: and makes that quite clear.  She has begun to influence the mind and can control it completely (apart from what I endure inside); and I have no say.  In its most simple sense: the spirit of women now lives on the outside of me, making every decision she desires about my physical existence/ while I as the male I used to be (what is left), now lives on the inside; without the freedom to greatly interfere.  Just how it is/ even if you cannot comprehend it, the spiritual world is quite real. I, as the male I used to be, simply “do not own me” anymore. Therefore you should understand as well/ I cannot invite you, I cannot reject you, I cannot give you permission: over anything I do not own.  Its not mine to give.  Even if, everything you know states “it should be”.   If I were trying to manipulate or control you, etc/ I would never tell you these things; as they create the opportunity to say:  “He is just nuts/ believe nothing”.  Instead, the value I represent, is in the mind you create inside yourself.  An opportunity to see life differently/ explain the actions and threats which surround you, as you examine, investigate, and choose to do.  Therein my purpose here is to remove the chains power, pride, selfishness, hate, and the rest have caused: and give you the freedom to CHANGE THIS WORLD TODAY.  Because tomorrow is too late.  You must see yourself, as the one who made a decision for life or death/ and did what you could.  That decision does not allow me to lead you/ only help.  We are one world/ one life created together; and we will live, or die the same.  But only once.  Think, learn, respect, and act.


As to the future of this world; the economic nightmare prepared by the university graduate, for this world has not yet begun to any real degree.  Men have raped the resources so substantially; to fill their greed, gluttony, and selfishness/ living completely without respect for anything; that terrible consequences are coming soon.  Women will bear the brunt of that tragedy, because in a physical war/ men will win.  That means literally, the only chance for control of their lives requires women to create living zones for themselves that are protected zones against the encroachment of men; barricades and all.  A world apart, UNTIL men stop their insanity and excuses; and build a world that will be kind, fair, and just to women and to all.  As all things deteriorate, it is the only way for women; you must join together to protect each other in high density living areas.  Any man that pretends to be a woman, by dressing as such:   is to be shaved head and all/ stripped/ strapped in stiletto heels, that cannot be removed without tools (can’t run, or even walk past short distances: consequently you should not be wearing these either, outside the wall); and thrown outside the walls.  Men will take care of the rest/ proving they never want to do this again.   This is not a game; tell them in advance:  Understand, they are spies; and up to no good/ its about war, DO NOT let them do so. By identifying your weaknesses, creating disharmony, and so on.  I AM NOT a spy! Rather the need for an answer to keep us all alive, forced me to look for a woman’s answer: you did not help.  Today, the price for that has become, essentially spiritually “a man, inside a woman’s world/ without defenses, choice, rights, or any means of escape”. A prisoner in essence, whenever the spirit of woman decides it shall be so.  Remember to work, but do not fear, wherever the women are/ there will be men who need you to be happy.  Sell them what they need, but not sex. It is your body, but they need to do the work of society so everyone can be happy.  Sell them sex, and they find an excuse, not to rebuild a nation! Tell them “one way, our way together as equals”/ or not at all separate for life.


If the nation goes to court, and honestly works for a “fair solution” as much as is possible/ then that can easily be enough.  But if the games continue/ the fantasies, illusion, drunkenness, and plain lies don’t stop;   all that will be left is a gun.  Blood WILL run deep/ and it will not stop until the consequences are horrendous.  That is the price of all your lies: and barricades and preparations put into place too late/ ARE worthless.  I do not ask you to believe me/ I say to you investigate the evidence, DECIDE for yourself, and examine the future without change: and learn tragedy is coming.  So that you may defend this world with honesty, because NOW, YOU KNOW, there is literally no other choice for life.

Time teaches, women are a balance to men/ therefore they are understood by the simple terms, they must then think in ways that are the opposite of men.  Men always choose a position of strength or power, control if absolutely necessary.  Women live in a body that history proves will not win in war, therefore they must choose, live, and work from a position of less strength, power, or control.  I cannot comprehend that choice.  However, if this prophecy comes true;   I am going to live their reality.  My whole life has been spent learning, not in the ways people teach: went to college for a tiny bit, but they had nothing to teach I wished to learn.  Learning for me has always been “living the reality”, and experiencing the expressions, truth, subtleties; and then examining the evidence to find the existence of what is real.  THAT is how the spirit of life inside, teaches me.  Although this is a very different outcome, than anything in my past.  As to the realities of “people who do not love”/ it was only necessary to stand at the boundary and observe.  In all other circumstances, once able to understand means “free”.    The investigation of energies, is a different kind of experience.


  This is not “my plan” for women.  This is not my desire for learning or for my life.  I do not lead:   why, would I choose to listen to your whining, fighting, wanting, or hatred?  But I did ask to learn, because life is very important.   I did not, expect “to learn everything”/ I Just wanted a little information, to keep this earth alive.  Eternity is my goal, life and love is my reason.  The need to keep this planet alive, IS FUNDAMENTAL to us all.  And what you cannot understand about spirituality, I cannot teach you “in an instant”. Particularly since you do not wish to learn; by the ways, truth, and respect that are required.  I cannot make all your threats go away/ YOU must do that with your decision:   to make LIFE FIRST, not money.  Fail, and the earth fails because of you. 



If the reality of threats against all life on earth were not so extreme/ the consequence of journalists acting like little children and throwing “giant size tantrums” would be humorous.  But in the truth of this day, it is merely desertion of duty, a treasonous act.  Particularly when they don’t even care enough about life to actually steal the knowledge and understanding; whether they support me or not is irrelevant/ but casting an entire world away for their pride, is in critical truth “the worst kind of traitor there is”.   Not because they think of themselves as an enemy and deliberately want you dead/ but because selfishness, power, pride, and hate over the fact I do not accept they can be more than equal;   have made them believe “they can be gods”.  Is it not a conspiracy;   do they not all act the same?  With or without media influence, the result is the same:   the terrible tragedies approaching from every side will result in the end of life on earth.  Either you are working for life, or you are working against life, by not doing whatever it is, that you yourself can do for the sake of this planet, the children, or the future of every life on earth.  “It’s a choice”.  Is there any news story more important than the end of life on earth/ any news story more important than energy experiments at NIF, where they state “quote: we will create 180 million degrees of heat/ more heat than an exploding star”:   are there not consequences? How about the biblical prophecy of a “lake of fire”?  OR how about CERN: where instead of fusion, (same fire as on the sun here on earth)/ these “satan’s” merely want to recreate the single most destructive event in the entire universe/ “their stated intention”;  right here on earth: a bomb big enough to expand and recreate  countless stars/ over unimaginable distance. What could go wrong?  Even just the simple thing of trillions of gallons lost (a great lake drying up, first in a line), due to the fact men dug a new canal and effectively opened the drain. Or the law case #08-1339, your right to redress, being denied by the employees of your US supreme court.  But not a word, on any public formats! Because even your journalists want to believe in the god “university”/ and they gamble your lives, risk an entire world; just so they don’t have to contend with their own arrogance and pride. Hell, what could go wrong?  And this isn’t even the all the threats against you/ but not one media business, or journalist or “expert” anywhere; to say, perhaps the public doesn’t want their entire world to be gambled with/ maybe since there is absolutely nothing to be gained: “satan’s everywhere, should be imprisoned or killed/ or stopped forever”. Satan: because you do understand what it means!  Don’t believe, any of it could be true/ HELL this earth has been here forever; NOTHING can go wrong?  But men have not been here with these tools before, have they.  They haven’t had the opportunity to bring the same fire as is on the sun here to earth/ regardless what they say, “we can control it”/ just ain’t so.  These machines are running, and any day can bring the end to this world/ genetic catastrophe can end the order and balance and discipline any day, forever. SURROUNDED BY THE WORST DAMN TERRORISTS THAT EVER LIVED:  And NOT ONE DAMNED media response to anything, but worship the university, and give us all your damned money.  Damned, because it means YOU DO deserve what you get.   Prove me wrong/ or more correctly prove the evidence of terrible consequences, is not correct!


 Some will say, “its all my fault” for not writing in a way that did not flatter and persuade the press or others to “entertain”.  Regardless of blame, still ALL dead at the end of the day anyway, if you fail to change, what can still be changed.  If you fail to stop the experiments that can kill this earth or its life!  Ignore the bastard’s, devils, and fools: and understand, THIS WORLD DIES, ONLY ONCE!  That means, a single experiment, chosen strictly “to play god” (they are worthless, and without the slightest value to life on earth)/  and your life is over. Just the truth of this day, whether you like it or not.  Get your ass up, or die! There ain’t no middle ground/ no going back/ no mercy or second chances/ no saying “were sorry”:  because these devils have chosen:   to kill your world.  Fail to stop them, and you judge this world not worth your effort! Therefore CONDEMNED.  Look around you, not one government speaker/ not one media representative/ not one university “expert”/ not a single military advisor/ not even a single religious leader of nutcase: SAYING WE SHOULD NEVER GAMBLE WITH ALL LIFE ON EARTH, in this or any other way! Want to know why? Its because like any other religion: “you do what we say/ you do what we do/ and you keep your damn mouth shut; or we throw you out”. The religion is of course, “the worship of satan”/ the reality of playing god, by destroying this earth with ridicule and disrespect.  And the people shuffle their feet and say “we can’t do nothing”! Shame on you.  YOU CAN STOP THEM/ get up and do it or die!  SHOW THEM, “THIS AIN’T GOING TO HAPPEN”!  SURROUND THEM, SHUT OFF THEIR MONEY, SCREAM AT YOUR LEGISLATORS, MEDIA, UNIVERSITY, YOUR GOVERNMENT, AND OTHERS.   DO IT NOW! TURN OFF THEIR ELECTRICITY/ UTILITIES, ETC.   Got time to die haven’t you/ THEN FIND TIME, to save all life on earth; or your death wish begins.   It is that simple.
If you have found nothing else in the text written for you/ then learn this:    That human threats, stemming from the leadership of men, are about to exterminate this world.  That is a fact:   you can view the evidence and know.   That leaves us all, with these simple words:    CHANGE OR DIE!
MAKE YOUR DECISION.

 


This is no game. Your pride will fail/ your power to make a change and still survive, is disappearing down the abyss of your desire to play god.  Stop now, respect life, do what you can do; and remain alive in the creation given to you.  Before it is all gone.  Like running to save a starving human being/ a day too late, is death: no matter what you did do. There comes a time very quickly, when human population needs will not allow nature a time to rest/ an opportunity to recover.  That means it will die, because you took too much, and refused to curb your population: even though it is absolutely clear.  The loss of nature, environment, ocean, pollinators, genetic disciplines, and more MEANS LITERALLY, you will become cannibals: either that, or die immediately.  But not to worry, the energy experiments will soon kill you anyway; after all, why worry about the same fire as is on the sun, being here on this earth?  Can’t put it out, so “it’s a good thing you don’t care”.  Or genetic mutilation robbing you of “the body and mind called life”/   who cares, if life as a human being dissolves into “slime”.  Shit, your too powerful, HELL you are gods;   “What could go wrong/ that the university can’t fix”. 
Or, perhaps some are sane enough to recognize what it means to be a fool. Either way, time is running out/ the loss of genetic discipline, order, balance, sanity, structure, intellect, “parts and pieces”, or a single “fastener” to hold it all together;  just to start!  Why would we not gamble that away, with “satan” in the lead, trying desperately as geneticists do in this day: to cause a complete collapse of genetic disciplines so they can play god with the pieces?  What could possibly go wrong, when its your body, mind, food, nature, life, thought, love, friendship, sanity, and everything else?   Go ahead, tell me what could possibly go wrong, when there are not less than thousands of people working everyday across this world, DELIBERATELY trying to destroy genetic order, “so they can learn how to manipulate it, or make you “insect-men” etc.  Not a new thing, remember the greeks and they mythology; going to make “half deer men and so on”/   the difference today is, they can literally not only destroy us all, they can literally destroy every life form on earth.  And the propaganda machines of medicine, university, government, and media all say:   “Everybody bow down and worship these new gods over your life/ they are going to be great:   just like your economy”.  What could go wrong, hell give them more DAMNED money, its just your life.



I am not your savior/ not your enemy/ not trying to lead you in any way, shape, or form;   not my decision, the need for individual human change is yours. The need for sanity, honesty, honor, discipline, RESPECT, courage, and hope has never been greater/ because the majority of your leaders, are none of these things.   I am Not a religious man. Rather I do believe in   GOD   and JESUS.  Simple as that.  My decision for all these years is as simple as:   I am determined, and continue to work hard, regardless of the lack of help, respect, or responsibility in you.  Pretty much sums it up.  Not sorry, even though I traded a marriage I would have been able to sustain otherwise/ not sorry, I traded the realities of “being rich”; for learning about life/ not sorry, I entered “woman, because the need was and is worth the price”.  Would do it again. There are many people that could have been helped, and were not/ others that suffered more than necessary, if this world had been different: but not to worry GREED was worth it right?  And yes I know, everybody’s life is pretty much like that/ we all simply have to live the life we are given; reality just doesn’t care, if you wish to do something else. Not really complaining, there have been benefits and happiness here too. You owe me personally one thing:  return the lawsuit against Alit Selimi to open court, and examine him carefully.  I let him go for you [NO excuses, the message comes first.]/ whether I am dead or alive; now its your turn to see, if reality can find “law and order/ justice, & literal fair play”; don’t forget, the only contract we had was on the restaurant dining room, the rest was separate, and due penalties and interest.  It ain’t about money/ rather a threat deserves its punishment.  Let the evidence decide, I have said enough. I have done my part, the rest is up to you. Life or death for a world, the reality of the decision YOU WILL MAKE.   No gambling/ no second chances/ no middle ground: either yes for life there will be true and significant change/ or no, you just don’t care enough about anything:   “To hell and Armageddon you will go”.

IT’S A CHOICE!


BUT NOT, for much longer.

All people want change:   “Without cost to me/ without a price of any kind to me”.  It AIN’T going to happen! What you can do is prepare with “food, something to barter with, and fuel in reserve” for the first three months of panic:   AFTER THAT, everything will be decided, by the law or the gun/ dependent upon “who wins”. Coins may or may not retain value, as the ability to generate and use them, is very limited: UNLIKE paper printing or electronic money. The dollar will die/ inflation will spike/ you will stop the outflow of resources or the nation will never recover (but be fair as much as is possible)/ taxes will rise dramatically, “because they need the money too”.  Or you will go direct to bankruptcy, and work out a solution as best you can/ STARTING with the poor are paid first/ they did the work, they deserve their pay. 
The “rich man” gets whatever is left:   THEY DESIGNED YOUR REWARD/ BUILT YOUR ECONOMIC DISASTER/ AND TEMPTED THE WORLD. Plus lots more!   Let them “eat dessert” (whats left at the end).


It can be said;   time is the history we create, the foundations we lay to build the essence of the truth that we as humanity have chosen to become.  But moments decide a life time, moments create the decision that becomes our own “little world”, moments hear the sound of memories, the reality of a true heartbeat discovering love, moments that refuse to be measured decide our fate.  The years define an intensity, accepted or denied/ but moments decide a lifetime, and if you are “lucky”; these will never surrender the love that gives you life itself.  Be grateful for your life, but DO understand:   if we do not change as a world, there will be no tomorrow/ no time, forever. This is your moment, make your choice!