THE ACCEPTANCE of life, rather than time; is a reality of choice, that removes the measurements of a brain/ to understand the values of living are much deeper than any measurement will make. Therefore to assemble and create the disciplines of life, instead of the measurements of time; we must accept the limits and boundaries of order, to achieve a balance within ourselves that can then survive; the essence of “beyond time”.
Time and order are two very distinct things; time allows nature to create/ while order allows the values of what we desire most, to form a path beyond what time will reveal. To achieve, the beginning of soul: Creation and I, are now one living experience; even if time remains in me. In the elemental rise of that discipline, the order of acceptance is: beyond truth, is the creation of law, and law resides where the heart will form.
Heart expresses, what the soul experiences; while time can only measure pleasure or pain/ freedom or failure/ the prison of hate/ or the values of love. The heart goes beyond to ascend into the creation of an identity which becomes one with the laws that keep existence alive. The question of time is then disassembled; to construct a new form of living, which is without measuring/ the heart becomes free, to achieve soul inside. When the brain measures, it forms death inside; as every human knows, time will end for you. When the heart rises within Creation itself, the miracles of what exists, form a barrier to death/ by allowing the experience called soul. The heart expresses this as faith/ and faith is the acceptance “our CREATOR” is real. Which then guides our path into soul/ by understanding; this will change the way we live within and without ourselves. The difference is: time wants a body/ while faith desires to participate as soul. The difference is: time fears the loss of body/ while faith accepts the purpose of death, is eternity arrives. The reality is: we must protect our bodies with reasonable grace and truth/ because it impacts time and shapes our experiences and expressions of life. But when death appears, and the body becomes lost: WE MUST turn to eternity, and trust in GOD ; there is no other way, beyond a body; to live. Because the energy required for life, is not free.
Our journey into life itself, rather than time; is a creation of trust. To achieve a value shaped by our identity, as is our truth survives/ the spiritual world exists to remove all forms of pride, all concept of lies, and without mercy; it will stop only in the purity of what your truth is. Mercy grants: at a distance from truth and purity as is eternal; you are allowed to survive among those who are like you. Until you surrender yourself into death or destruction; as is your right to do.
The purity of truth is eternal; therefore to seek that purity, and to accept that truth shall enter and control life; is a foundation upon which we build our own destiny. Each life being unique unto itself; must form its own truth as a passage beyond time is earned; not inherited. Fail to participate, and you cannot enter in. You must expand your experiences, so that you can learn to express your own version of truth. Truth is, what it is: but time allows for you to exchange your own direction and decisions for what you desire most/ even learning why, that desire exists in you; so that purity can form. The element of discipline cannot be avoided/ the consequences of order, cannot be avoided/ the relationships which balance the values of your heart with the realities of your truth; cannot be less than shared. Because caring forms the foundation of your heart; and unless you achieve it; you will die. Making pride one of the worst enemies you will face.
Pride is the disaster of measurements in time; the failure of heart to achieve eternity. Even though it can be experienced with pride; these cannot form a home, they do not belong together/ and as such will leave you eternally, “homeless”; if you fail. Pride is “a terrible enemy”/ and it will require the surrender of time as a human animal (I belong to the herd/ pack); in order to achieve the ascent of steps, beyond this existence. To find or search for soul.
I have spent the majority of my lifetime, searching for soul/ fighting for this world to survive, by assembling the information that would allow you to do the same. Achieving a degree of success as male/ the need to search beyond male; for an answer, which would allow this earth to survive; I opened the door, beyond time; into the realm of spiritual woman; simply to ask the question: what would you do, to save this world? But became trapped there; because in the spiritual world once you enter into any truth/ you cannot escape it, unless you fully understand what that truth is. I could not; women are vastly different/ as if “from a different world”. Its complicated.
But today: the sixteenth year now, from when this began: I have been changed dramatically into something “not male/ but not female either”. A cost of belonging to the spiritual world; changed by time, to start all over again. Its complicated. But the end result is: without her balancing me/ little value would have been found from my life in time; for you. She reminds me: to share/ to risk/ to care/ to live/ to breathe in the value of love, as my soul expands. But she also teaches me; of the beast women find men to be/ their tragic impact on too many lives called female; and the reality CHANGE must come/ or life itself will fail on this earth. We live together inside this reality of existence/ but she is in charge, and I cannot escape. Or more distinctly, as is the law of the entire spiritual world: unless I learn the reality of female truth, I will spend eternity here. The unfortunate cost of learning the spiritual truth of women is: I cannot know, unless I literally become female/ and once there; I cannot return to male, because then I am not male anymore. The only alternative is; if she evicts me/ and that is not desirable either. She has been a valued asset; love does exist; some degree of respect. The final shape of me is unknown; the future of me, a mystery now; no clue. That is the truth.
Loneliness is not a treasury/ it simply demands a decision. “complicated”! Loneliness was not part of male beyond its lessons: but now I am no longer male either/ and that would mean, I no longer belong there; if I were to leave. So the future for me is unknown; without a clue; refused the opportunity to learn what female truth is. Refused the opportunity to go back to male. Refused the freedom to search on my own. Chained to this work, until done/ and unable to conceive of me beyond what time will be. Even that is entirely uncertain; in a variety of ways.
I suspect; you are given this information: to remove all the conversation about who or what the writer of this work might be. So, I sum it up as different, but essentially same. Spiritual to a degree, but not of my own accord. Anchored in time, but not. “its complicated”.
LIFE, is a gift; it is not your personal possession; as is body. The truth requires us to accept that as a fact; proven by death. Because life is a gift, it is not our right: to claim it as our own possession. Our only possession is body, and time hold no guarantee; not for a single one. LOVE shapes our decision in these things; as the value of what we hold/ or what we lost. But love too, is not a possession, but a gift that cannot be owned, by anyone. It is the fountain, from which we drink to the life we share; earned by what we did choose to care, respect, honor, and sustain with our hope. The loss of life is, the loss of love; and all the hope that love represented through the life shared, that we have lost. Granting our only true hope is; to cherish the existence of life within the relationships we do share. That is not an expression of body/ but the consequence of soul, as we are allowed by love to enter within the spiritual realm of dignity, that is love itself. A reality that cannot be expressed, other than as joy. The question of eternity is: can we experience or express the love we have lost; once more as life conceived with destiny? The answer is not profound, but constructed; as a relationship formed by the shapes of our truth. Where truth lives, time has no meaning; because truth survives. Simple as that. Therefore what you did choose to build, as the truth which binds you into Creation itself; it is, that truth, the expressions of that trust; which will turn into the destiny you have shaped with life, and its living; in the treasury of what you bring to share, with life.
It seems necessary, to construct a distinction to male and female; by the following words. Male can be considered like a solid; always marching toward the goal/ a purpose; that will determine both life and identity at the end of his time. It is an “outward charge into the sea”. Because the end result of it will be: the control of energy wins. Whether that be love or hate; each is a goal/ but each lives is a completely opposite direction to the other. Those who trap themselves in the middle demanding I WILL have both love and hate; lose their lives in eternity. Because that ends with chaos; you failed to choose/ and became lost forever.
Female seems to be a construction without walls to define her, being fluid in nature/ as the dimensions of what can or cannot become her life are altered by environment, and the chemicals to be endured; shaping a desire. The quest to isolate a home, and fill it with life; is not a goal/ but a distinction of desire. Love or hate lives within desire/ and if she does not evict hate, it will consume her.
While male is simple and direct; “we fall into it/ without any real desire to guide us”. Being female is not; as the reality of my life at least, has been. Since the beginning of this female invasion, in me: my tits have pushed on me for over fifteen years now; using chemicals they make to alter and change life, body, and even time itself. (like ten thousand hours worth) Nothing is simple or direct. Nothing is plain, or without compromise in some degree. “it is an inward dimension” that shapes itself within the house that becomes her home. The control of love will define it. The control of hate will destroy it, and leave her homeless, to drift into eternity without value.
The critical distinction of both is: that without balance, we lose a value that shapes heart. Consequently it is elementally best, to find your heart in the treasury that can be shared as male purpose, and female desire, bound together as one, with love shared, because we choose to care honestly and with life itself as our gift to each other. Love is a home, male must earn/ while love is a march beyond self, into the values and treasury of a universe, that female must accept as necessary. Or happiness will be limited, and bound into “small dimensions”; for both.
Treasure each other, more than time: STOP searching for trophies, toys, and trinkets/ so that you can find life within respect for each other. Because the more, you search for “less than life”/ the less you will find for love and respect within each other. It is a choice. Desire forms, “from the blanket of values, we share together”. Purpose forms, from the decision “we care about each other: equals before all.”
It is also a choice, to understand: when bound together as one, we must learn to accept what truth will demand is required for us both to survive. No want is allowed, only truth decides for life. No life/ no love/ no value.
WE REFINE THE DISTINCTIONS; by what women need to know, about men.
We are not animals, unless they remain “little boys, who merely want to play with their toy”/ some never grow up, some never find a delight in their tool. And will merely want a friend, to keep the loneliness at bay.
An animal: searches for sex, because he wants the chemicals of sex, to alter his own conscious reality; for a minute or two/ all done says the animal; don’t need you anymore for now. It is a very simple transaction; as it is with animals/ some will not take no, for an answer. Some will hunt for prey. Some will become so angry “sex is NOT enough anymore”/ that they take their frustrations, out on you. Because if sex ain’t enough; then all they have left is hate: and that becomes a predator or death.
A “true” MAN: is the existence of respect for life, body, planet, work, values, love, the honor of providing for yourself or even others, the dignity of strength enough, and the purpose that is what life can become. Purpose is not a need, but an element of value: which can be used to constrict the value of female, if “temptation” can be avoided. Granting that purpose is then used to define life by work or other. Respecting female is not only inherent to the life of male, but mandatory; as the dignity and duty owed to the Creation of life: that gave him life as body, as well. Given that degree of true value which is a life, and a beginning cherished enough to keep the baby and child alive: no elevation above boy or animal is possible without respecting female. Therefore if real world respect is not offered to you: then he is not a man.
Given that truth, the consequence of participating with female (girl) is: “they want your life”. Or they don’t want you at all. That reality of choice can be instant/ or take time; but it remains the same for all. Female wants male, to establish her life; by what he does/ and to aid in making what he does of value to female; she pushes/ manipulates/ controls/ tempts/ alters/ cheats/ steals/ destroys/ and anything else she can think of to change male into what she wants. Want is the basis of every lie, and as such consequences will erupt. All of that pushes male into animal; OR causes the descent of every relationship to find a precipice to stand on [I must defend myself, and resist.]/ or it will be dissolved; from this act of war. More distinctly: a man cannot be “shopped for”/ a man must be loved for, the respect of what he shares, or how he cares. When that is accomplished; it is then time to decide together “without tears, fears, or chains”/ if you can live the life I provide?
A “true” WOMAN: has no wants; because want is an abyss that will never be satisfied for long. A woman lives within desire; as desire is the elevation of what has value, to the destiny called love. Without love, life has little meaning; therefore the acceptance of love is a true test of faith. Desire is an elevation of need, and as such determines the formation of behaviors. The unfortunate reality is: FAR TOO MANY MALE ANIMALS, have learned how to disguise themselves as “men”. They have no value, and search only for sex. Which means if you fall into that trap; and trust/ they will steal from you. It is the price of “finding a mate”/ if you refuse to be cautious. Cautious however is its own victim; the failure to trust, will result in the failure to find another life to share your own. It is a tragedy in its own right; because we must search for each other; and we must trust what truth will reveal. Even though, some very successful LIARS exist. Consequently the foundation of every decision to trust is respect. The ascent into trust is let truth provide the way. The definitions of heart cannot be found unless you share, and that includes the work, life, living, time, and more. The joining of soul, to create our own participation in soul as is joy. Cannot be shared WITHOUT extreme risk/ unless you give your own true love to GOD FIRST. Thereby the protection of your own foundation of life and love is protected; and you may risk the rest, if you accept “truth/ but never lies”. Not for any want on earth; as want will lead to an abyss; and that is always tragic.
For both male and female; the reality is we are NOT perfect/ not going to be perfect/ should never be held to perfection: and MUST ALWAYS retain sole possession of our lives as the reality of death does prove true. More simply: even if we share our lives with love shaping our decisions as one loving form of destiny. We will die separately, and none knows when. Therefore the quest for destiny is: to be worthy of life, by proving truth has a value, and we share our common trust; in an eternity. Proven by miracles/ Guaranteed by JESUS/ honored by respect (as life is far more than simply a gift): CREATION provides the heart, and soul provides the destiny, but GOD is the answer to whether eternity lives or dies in you.
The failure of current men and some women: is evolution, along with all the other “witch doctor” concoctions throughout history. The disgrace of being animals is; to never reach for life itself/ only time. There is nothing about the miracles of living bodies, or this earth itself; that translates into “an accident/ or rising from chaos/ or any other delusion of stupidity and disgrace as is the destruction called hate, formed by the jealousy “they cannot steal love”/ so they do choose violence. One form of that violence is the various lies, fantasies, illusions, and imagination of a fool at work; to give you sewage/ as their gift to you. The purpose being ridicule, failure, and dragging you into “hell”. Do not let them; cherish truth/ and never fail to respect the realities of life itself!
One tiny selection of evidence would be: “not even the brain of a mosquito” would be deluded into thinking this was an accident”. WHAT happened to you? Answer: the religious indoctrination as a child, of “university is god”. To their shame and yours.