mental health


Mental health is the decision, not to be influenced by want, pride, or power/ as is the cost of being in time, without direction. Love and hate are the directions of life/ they are opposites, and do not exist together except in human decisions that then alter your existence in time, as either for peace and harmony/ or for chaos and violence. Justice and fair play assert, these are choices we make, rather than lives we must live by some predetermined essence applied to our living.

The elemental truth of our reality in this time is: no matter what you believe or “think”/ the cost of being mentally healthy, is now to accept “what will be, will be”: because humanity is governed by whatever the people who fantasize they are “university” want. They invade to change society by manipulation. They are an insurgency against life itself, by mutilating nature. They are a war, and a battleground; against the laws that govern both life and planet. They are anarchists; refusing law to claim they are “better/ and know more”. They are traitors corrupting everything we require to survive. They are conspirators; plotting and planning how shall we make “our slaves, obey”. They have colluded to destroy the foundations of democracy, justice, and fair play; to assume the role of government/ by destroying government, so they can rule. While counterfeiting currency to pay for the bribes and raising of armies, and manipulation of reality in order to force people into adversity; thereby war. NONE OF WHICH, can matter to you/ because like me, whenever the herd (group) follows the leader: believes in the leader/ wants what they want, regardless of the cost. You cannot change their cult worship, and that means: they will, do whatever they want as a herd/ because a herd does not exist, without a leader. Those who “step out of line” and assume they can be “human alive”; are ridiculed and forced out/ and if that is not enough, the purpose of religion is to assemble the claim: WE KNOW, therefore we are gods; the superior ones, who can protect the herd, by killing you/ or less. Making religion either “good or bad”; dependent upon the truth.

TO DISCARD ALL OF THAT; is to accept the individual decision, that makes you alive upon this earth. We are not assembled or created “as a herd”/ that is an aberration. We are, the elemental essence of our own choice: which is “too love”/ OR, in the alternative, to hate. One or the other, as everything else is simply survival. And survival means life, rather than time, which is a measurement of all things “you”. Accept ETERNITY, truly is, the only thing that matters. The elemental evidence of miracles as do surround us all: ARE sufficient cause to accept, the essence of life itself, is FAR MORE, than merely time or body. As that proof of life, is built upon thought; and thought is not a conception of time. But begins in the Creation of energies, which we control. Energy does not die, unless dissipated by realities of choice: beyond the law which controls them. Energy merely transforms, as Creation allows for us to do. Simply know: WE ARE NOT “saviors of ourselves”. WE ARE, the designers of our own destiny, by the choices we make that are true. Therefore do the best you can; and be at peace with what cannot be done. YOU/ we, are not “savior” to the world. We, merely do: the best we can do. THAT IS TRUTH, and if you let truth decide: OUR CREATOR, will find soul in you.

Want is an abyss, it never really ends because no matter what you want/ something else will come to replace it, as that is the essence of want; to never have enough. Which leads to lies, as the desire for more exceeds your grasp, and the decision is “if I lie/ then I will have more”. It is not so, as lies end in chaos. Ending happiness, is to end the value of life itself.

Pride makes life into a game, reducing the experience or expressions of living into “winner or loser”/ which ends with war. The chaos of men, coming back to haunt them; “with truth and its consequences”. Life is not a game, which makes pride the enemy. Life is a creation of our own participation in what we are given as truth, and how we shape that into the influences which then control our lives; beyond what this world can do to our lives.

Power shapes life into either: for the benefits of love or the realities of war as is hate. Love builds/ hate destroys/ power is used to identify which you choose. The cost of power is “yes you can”/ which ends the question of “what does truth or its consequences allow for us to do, where justice and its peace will live? Or as hate it is; how do we conceive of “master and slave/ ruler and ruled”; to make that come true. The television show “fear factor”; is the moderated version of “master and slave”. Its deliberate decision is to limit the humiliation of contestants/ so that you do not stop, their decision to bring chaos into another living persons life: with their trash; the curse of the dead inside. The current war in Ukraine illustrates “ruler and ruled”; as reality proves the leader who has everything he or she wants/ when facing death: chooses to claim I am the superior one, and history must write this as so. History is for fools.

Love is a destiny worth living for/ just as hope is a journey worth the price of making it true in me or you. Love in time is limited, by the realities of jealousy/ the cost of competition. When you clearly have more of what the others truly do want, they are jealous, if they feel they cannot compete to have the same; so they lie/ lies turn into ridicule/ and ridicule brings the excuses that form a mob for hate. Do you see “the want” in that statement; because it is the deciding factor, which begins the descent. Do do not want, recognize that life is life: not what you want, but the existence of what it is: a decision to choose the direction of your life, and then live within the identity you have chosen. Any deviation from that is caused by want, making want “the religious formed, devil inside”.

Hate like evolution is chaos forms this; a bath in the lies of hate, that try to consume you from the start. Every lie begins with want/ because if you do want this more than truth will allow: then want is that “little voice”: which tells you what you think/ just like the television or university expert. If you accept a “little voice inside”/ then you are listening to whatever humanity has indoctrinated you to believe; throughout your time on earth. Or more simply they have control over you; by the expectation “this is right/ or how you should think”. But this is humanity, and it looks just like the humans throughout all of history; with a few new toys to destroy life with. Things like “fear factor tv”; when it comes to the humiliation part: is absolutely no different than the emperors group: who would shit on the people underneath them in the roman coliseum/ while the people who watched laughed and ridiculed. Those who got raped.

Mental insanity is fear unbounded, in one form or another, pride or power has interfered/ while depression is “I cannot have what I want”; another version of being possessed by the things you want. The foundation of peace and harmony is law: law is the acceptance of limits and boundaries as truth and reality dictate they must be. Thereby living within order, discipline, and balance, without want (which refuses truth/ to desire more, than reality allows). Possessions possess you: with endless demands/ making life into a game. Fear is a learned response to “I DON’T want this”/ it is followed in most with Belief; as is “I want what I want/ therefore I will close the prison door and lock myself in: SO NOTHING can get to me”. But alas, you cannot stay inside forever: so humanity makes rules, and by obeying those rules, they believe they are now safe.  Unfortunately, those who now believe “they are gods, because the rules made them better”/ usually also believe they can now judge you, as someone who is not following their rules, and that is why you fail/ or fail society/ or must be judged as less, or without value at all.  A tragedy to all; because rules are not life/ they are rules for living, and life remains on the inside; where only truth matters. The alternative to rules, is to confront reality, identify truth, and make the decisions honestly, within the boundaries and limits of law;  that will then build your life. Happiness results, from being alive in the peace and harmony of what can be justified as fair play; where we share the existence of life, by caring for the lives we share our desire for truth and trust, by respect; with.

Religion is, the acceptance: that these are the rules, and the values we all agree, shall serve us best. A cult is: when people surrender their right and need to choose for themselves: to become a “packed herd”/ always afraid of being attacked. So they let the leader decide, and question nothing: because they don’t want to be blamed for what went wrong. As is the current “university knows/ university plays god”; all worship the university.

Life is life, it is not a game or a possession/ it is a participation in the fabric of what keeps us all alive. Finding your place, as truth allows it to be, is elementally your own identity as shaped by your own decisions: neither good or bad/ it is whatever it is. Death in contrast is the end of discipline, order, and balance; to enter into chaos/ the reality of truth, that is our contribution to the living we have left behind. The spiritual world eliminates the lies, so that only what is true will survive; the rest are “like chaff, thrown away”. Pride is an enemy, get rid of it. Power is a fool; discard it. Want is the foundation of every lie; therefore an abyss only fools enter. The rotting corpse proves: “mass is not coming into eternity: it belongs only to time”/ a discard. Christian religion forgets: “their prayer should be, we believe in the resurrection of HIS body”; as required proof of life beyond the grave. “Son of  GOD” is different, than you or me.  “HIS” was a body broken, beaten, stabbed, and disrespected: a reminder of the evidence of HATE!   Nonetheless: we know that life is involved with energy, or more distinctly the fundamental essence of energy which give it force and  flow. Flow goes only in one direction/ as does love or hate. WHICH do you choose? Reality insists: that time pushes us forward, the result of that is “being human” has weight which will not rise to ascend beyond itself.  To participate beyond self, and become alive: you must discard being human “as an animal”/ and become alive in the destination of miracles. Or more distinctly, if you become alive by the essence of truth participating in thought; the spiritual world can pull you in. BUT BEWARE:  only truth survives/ and because it is a dimension of its own: there are choices you must make. FEAR will make you “schizophrenic (forever lost)”; unless you find courage. The wrong decision/ or even the right one; can leave you trapped, in a world you cannot control. “its complicated”. After an initial “complication”/ I learned all I needed to know to enter the spiritual world; that bridges the gap between time and eternity. Spending “life” there, I came to the great divide: where death separates us from time. Finding I was not yet allowed to go:  I turned back, to live “for life and planet”; by searching for, finding, and asking of the spiritual dimension that is female; WHAT, would or could you do instead of male?  “life changed; and became complicated”.  Yet it was, exactly what I needed: to balance male with female, for life and planet. The cost of that however:  “without understanding truth: as applied to this particular female dimension of law”/ I cannot escape it. Without “a right to be here”/ as it is otherwise as truth demands:  entirely female only: I have no rights of my own. Causing the complication:  “owned, rather than free”.  So, use caution: the spiritual world, knows only truth, it destroys the rest: which is also a quandary, “because I am trapped (no you cannot) as male in a female world”.  I don’t know how it ends; but love is pure enough, to be sustained: so I survive. “its complicated”.  There is also: YES YOU WILL; “learn exactly what it means to be female”/ because the end result is:  if not released from this dimension, by realities not of my own/ I am forever here to stay. It is not a choice; the choice was made in finding; and then, “opening the door”.  Regardless: male and female are equal/ but very different; and I was able to complete my work; by opening that door.  Male was certain “only war is left”/ and that ends with extinction:  so ABSOLUTELY NOT, by my participation. So, here I am.  NO, female leadership assures me: I AM the only male ever allowed in/ and the only opening was sealed shut in my presence. NO, that is not a game; it is the simple truth. “female is female/ just as male is male”: the exception exists as “the end of our world looms large” with extinction.  As is proven by the evidence! Mental health, “is the distance, between the stability of an anchor/ and the search for joy, love, and survival”. To achieve it; the battle is, to understand: only truth, not want; can accomplish anything of value. Women are an anchor, a home against losing even a life, in the journey of men seeking the energy found by living. The reality is; because energy is life, we must identify with motion. But without a home, there is only the destiny called a freedom “without life, defined by joy”.Without motion, isolation sets in, and both life and reality become; “a love that cannot be reached”. The human animal is constantly captivated by “trophies, trinkets, and toys”; but each of these ends in the trash. To be, and remain alive; respect always, comes first.  In terms of my own mental health: the simple truth here is, “what have I got to gain: by telling you of a spiritual woman; or any part of that”? The simple answer: is nothing.

Love is bound together by trust/ trust exists because of truth; therefore lies bury love beneath the disrespect that formed it. Desire is built upon respect, and does not survive, if that respect is taken away. Therefore sexuality is based upon the desire to share what I have, with you; because you cared for me. Love creates happiness, by entering within the dimensional awareness, that is “the miracle of life itself”/ and all we have been given in respect of that fact. Those who lose respect for miracles, can only want; and want is the foundation for every lie. Because if you want it/ or you don’t want it; whatever that is, you will then lie; when reality says no. Making want, the basis of all or most failures in relationships such as marriage. Pride enters in to measure and judge/ power turns to abuse, use, rape, and worse. Which literally does make life a very simple decision:  do you choose truth and love, the basis for building peace and harmony/  OR, do you choose hate and violence, the basis for war, fantasy, and failure?  CHOOSE: because everything else is merely survival, as confronted by the need, “without this”, I will truly die.

There is peace in law, harmony in truth; the value being the distance between life and living is smaller, and in that window to the world: the essence of spiritual awakening begins. The foundation of love, establishes a venue: what is the purpose and desire of your heart? Respect illuminates a path to soul. The question of gender is isolated within time, as distinct and unchangeable; because each is a dimension separated from the other.

It is the reality of my life; that having attained “the best a man could be”/ allowed me to search beyond self, for what is woman; and can she save this earth from the collapse of what men chose to do? Once through the opening in that wall, it was sealed shut in my presence; to my surprise. The essence being: so long as I reside in time, it is my responsibility to fight for this earth and all its life. Therefore I searched, in the spiritual recognition, of where only women are allowed to be. Never expecting to stay.

The summary of that is: while male only conceives of war, as his last resort/ women are required to find their salvation or protection from law; thereby the law must rule for them, or trouble will be constant. That fact proves; the future belongs to women shall rule; “by truth and justice” or life on earth will fail. Even though, they are a very long way from perfect: different is an absolute necessity for life and earth to survive. Reality has proven true: ONLY the balance that is between male and female serves justice and fair play, as is the elemental rise of peace and harmony. It is required, to assemble peace and survival. Just as the elemental change in me, was a return to law alone can save this earth/ a balance of being “where only women belong”. A reality of my own destiny changed; which I do not understand. The quest of life is to find “truth, hope, happiness, love, respect, value, freedom, equality, opportunity, trust, courage, and even eternity”. That begins: “where miracles, as are life”, prove this is no accident, and it is no possibility of man or woman. It is, what it is, and truth proves that is a level of thought beyond our own comprehension or reality.

Only hate knows less.

I was married for two years, about 48 years ago. We began that journey by finding love begins; but it ended with separation as time proved, we would become “bad for each other”. Only truth can rise as both heart and soul joined in recognition of respect/ but only the desire called love is “the elevator” of that rise. Therefore truth must become pure, and desire must become “perfect” to achieve a new dimension to life inside. My ex-wife “peered over the edge at love beyond self”/ but turned back, due to fear that she would lose control over her wants for life and living. I on the other hand having seen her try, would not accept “anyone, could turn back from love”. So, the more I tried to pull her up/ the more she tried to pull me down; to the life and living “same as the rest”. We both lost much/ and we both looked at the life we had changed each other into: and separated, because love was not enough. The living, of want/ fear/ and then failures; interfered.

I allowed truth to be tainted with “I cannot leave her behind; like this”. That was wrong for both of us: truth must always decide. We both lost much, “with compromise/ which then became excuses or lies”. While she could not leave the love behind that she wanted; but would not change to accept, as her own contribution to building that home, truth and value must decide. The result is: fear is an enemy, and you cannot remove someone from their fears, even if they want to come. Want is an enemy as well, as it represents an abyss; which cannot be covered over to remove. Therefore want always stands over the abyss, because unless you remove the want itself/ there is no end to it. Desire is the foundation of love, which means desire shapes the love we share, as our gift of caring for each other. Desire turns to passion, and passion lives in hope. Thereby we come to the path we create within ourselves to define love by the creation of a dimension called heart. Heart identifies you, by the truth of what you will care for as valued/ what you will share for as love/ why you choose respect, and belong to the definitions of trust.

There is no point to fear: it points to pain and death; but pain heals or you die/ death comes for us all; so it cannot be avoided and must then be accepted. The fear of what is unknown in death: is moderated with the acceptance of miracles. Because miracles prove, “our lives, on the inside; are not limited as self”/ therefore we, as a living example of love built this/ I am alive, search for soul (our relationship with GOD, our CREATOR.

I suppose we should finish that: with the qualification of, “when pain does not result in death or healing does not occur”/ then the elements of a living death begins as you find yourself trapped in a reality that cannot be changed. Even so, it does no good to fear that; unless it stops you from doing something honest, that could have been avoided. Otherwise what will be, will simply be; and no amount of fear will change it. Violence is an alternate to that statement; the people of hate want to make you fear/ as that allows them to consume your love from you; even though they cannot keep it. They simply don’t want you to have it either. Do the best you can. If it helps, their decision will cause them eternal chaos; as every tear they caused comes back in the realities of horror, to make them cry for what they have done. IF you belong to GOD. If not, then reality suggests, “just predator and prey, as the animals decide for themselves”.

As to me; the end of marriage; which was entered into due to a variety of lies and costs of not wanting to surrender the love we did have: that is a cost as well. Created a variety of consequences; I can only speak for me. “inner doors shut/ barriers erected/ no admittance to or for anyone : no trust for women”. A fight to return to where I had been; resulted in, “you chose to walk away”/ and must rebuild. Which required work, and the endless cleaning out; of what went wrong! I will however suggest: that it was “the work, the endless misdirection; my ex-wife put into me”/ that allowed me to identify the path needed to find the spiritual dimension of female. Which became a balance, that allowed me to finish and redirect this work to a point of possibilities “life on earth could survive”. For which I am very grateful. Life is, “what you make of it”. That added too: when my nephew died, “family changed as well”. That ended in decisions that caused ear damage/ which changed my life, and all that would have occurred had it not been for ear damage. But, that too: “aided and abetted” the search for understanding and knowledge; which became this work.

It is elemental and sure; that mental health is about the relationship you share with this world. Equally certain is, your mental health is determined by the relationships you hold; with those who respect you/ and with those, whom you respect as well.

These two things identify what has grace and beauty to you; and without either of these life loses its passions; and you become depressed. Passions lift us, into a future we desire. Passions are the journey into life/ or away from it; by all those who seek the definitions of love. Love honors life/ hate destroys life, by injecting chaos, or worse; as is the constant of “universities play god”.

Primary to the devaluing of life and love; is the competition from over population of humanity. Survival is not a game, it is a reality; which does not play. Bringing to life and society, only truth provides the path to a better or disciplined life with order. Balance is offered by the grace of gender differences/ the beauty of being alive, as the heart overcomes the competition, to be “justice for all”.

With justice; the value of life is recognized/ and the power or pride of money is dismissed. Consequently want hates it, pride views justice as the enemy, and power uses violence to prove; “you cannot”. To insure that: people steal, threaten, betray, cheat, conspire, collude, and corrupt each other. 

But justice has a death sentence; as human population destroys all hope of a future for any living thing on earth. The cost of “university plays god”.



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